The depression is setting in again

[Charlei]

I just don't know why the world has to be so cruel. I want one simple thing in my life, and I can't have it. I don't know what I have done so wrong that I deserve to suffer like this.

 

[heres_hoping]

Sending you understanding. I feel the same. I haven't been trying as long as you, 3 years in total, one year since losing our first son. Since then it seems like everyone has had a baby but me. I don't understand it either, I am depressed about it too.

No words of wisdom, sometimes we just need someone to understand x

 

[nikkz89]

I feel your pain been trying 6 years without a hint of a bfp, its so depressing, I keep gettin so depressed and don't no how much more picking myself up I can take, all I want it a baby so I no how your feeling x

 

[Kimiw]

I think a lot of us know how you are feeling. It's going on 7 years for us. We had our first bfp this past August after 6 years and the help of clomid (pcos) but my happiness was shattered when I miscarried two weeks later, felt like such a slap in the face. The depression I feel sometimes is unbearable and I have to pick myself up and try to move on but it's getting old. I have gotten to the point where I beg god to take my desire to be a mother away from me so I can be happy, yet the yearning gets worse.