Hi everyone
I'm feeling a bit more positive about everything this afternoon. I think it helps that I didn't test this morning so didn't have to look at a bfn or an evap.
I didn't go into town in the end, I treated myself to a book off the internet (The Last Song - I saw the film and sobbed my heart out, so want to see how the book goes) and got xmas pressies for my cousin's lads and my twin cousin's Only got 4 more children / babies to buy for. So it does mean that any money we get saved up for London can be spent on us
I'm going to have a day to myself tomorrow, am going to possibly take some more piccies and do a new siggy, have a bit of a pamper, do a face mask, put some make up on. Just generally relax and have some me time
I wish it was tuesday so I could get in and ask the dr a few questions, see if she can do anything to help me get my af back. I still blame myself for being like this, but I'm doing something about it, and that has to be a step in the right direction, yeah?