Thin Milky White Discharge...

[ttctomtom]

I'm due for my period on the 15th (4 days from now) and for the past 2 days I have been feeling REALLY moist down there, which is normal for me when I'm about to start my period. However, when I checked it, it was really thin and looked like watery milk. THREE days ago, it was EXTREMELY dry down there.

Please answer "yes" to this question:

Sound pregnancy-y?

*Sigh*, I hope so. 6 months is long enough for me to be ttc. I need a BFP FOR CHRISTMAS!!!

 

[tawanamood]

CM changes are a good sign. FX'd for you!

 

[ttctomtom]

I'm pregnant!!

 

[tawanamood]

I'm pregnant!!

Congratulations!!!

 

[BSelck24]

I'm pregnant!!

Omg Congrats! I just opened your thread, scrolled down, and got soo excited for you!

 

[Smiler82]

Oh wow congrats!!! I just read this thread because I've been having the same....eeek. Am holding out til Fri to test in case AF shows tomorrow. Hope you have a very H+H 9 months

 

[knk2011]

Yes.
I was dry through tww. I haven't checked consistency of my cm but around 5 weeks it came in abundance and has only increased since

 

[ttctomtom]

I had no idea how difficult it would be to find an OB/GYN. I’m not talking about one I like. I’m talking about one that takes my insurance and is accepting new patients. So far, they either don’t take insurance at all, they aren't accepting new patients, or they are currently in the middle of a messy lawsuit. Oy.

I posted LAST NIGHT that I got my BFP and I went this morning to my first OB/GYN appointment that I FINALLY got to schedule to confirm. And it WAS confirmed. She was a doctor who actually took my insurance, who is affiliated with the fertility clinic I’ve been going to, and who specializes in high risk pregnancies. She was my holy grail.

Anyway, allegedly, she was reviewing my case to see if he would take me on as a new patient. If they requested I also write an entrance essay, it wouldn't have shocked me in the least. “What My Uterus Did This Summer” by Jesika.

Anyway, I started bleeding around 4pm and started to get horrible, unbelievable stomach cramps. I waited till 5 to actually do something about it, because I wasn't sure and I went to the ER.

Seems I've had a miscarriage. Already. I literally JUST found out that my life was going to be changed and then it gets taken away from me.

This would have been my first baby. I was just a little shy of 5 weeks.

I'm not mad. I'm not happy. I'm numb. I haven't spoken to my husband since we left the hospital and I'm sure he thinks he hates be because he is sitting across the room from me right now probably thinking, "My wife is blogging on that 'bump' website but she won't speak to ME."

And I feel horrible about it. But I don't know what to say to him.

And now I don't know what else to say on here. I just wanted to let my new known to you guys.

 

[LuckyJess]

I have been following your post and have just read your update.. God bless xxx My thoughts are with you xx

 

[Breaking Dawn]

I had no idea how difficult it would be to find an OB/GYN. I’m not talking about one I like. I’m talking about one that takes my insurance and is accepting new patients. So far, they either don’t take insurance at all, they aren't accepting new patients, or they are currently in the middle of a messy lawsuit. Oy.

I posted LAST NIGHT that I got my BFP and I went this morning to my first OB/GYN appointment that I FINALLY got to schedule to confirm. And it WAS confirmed. She was a doctor who actually took my insurance, who is affiliated with the fertility clinic I’ve been going to, and who specializes in high risk pregnancies. She was my holy grail.

Anyway, allegedly, she was reviewing my case to see if he would take me on as a new patient. If they requested I also write an entrance essay, it wouldn't have shocked me in the least. “What My Uterus Did This Summer” by Jesika.

Anyway, I started bleeding around 4pm and started to get horrible, unbelievable stomach cramps. I waited till 5 to actually do something about it, because I wasn't sure and I went to the ER.

Seems I've had a miscarriage. Already. I literally JUST found out that my life was going to be changed and then it gets taken away from me.

This would have been my first baby. I was just a little shy of 5 weeks.

I'm not mad. I'm not happy. I'm numb. I haven't spoken to my husband since we left the hospital and I'm sure he thinks he hates be because he is sitting across the room from me right now probably thinking, "My wife is blogging on that 'bump' website but she won't speak to ME."

And I feel horrible about it. But I don't know what to say to him.

And now I don't know what else to say on here. I just wanted to let my new known to you guys.

i had a similiar experience...a chemical pregnancy....AF was basically 5 days late...but bc i'm always on time i happened to take a hpt and got a very light bfp...my hcg levels never doubled as they should and 2 days later i got AF.

i know it's really tough...it's like your soaring like a bird...on cloud 9...and then you crash.

Don't say anything to him....just go over there and give him a hug...i'm sure he needs you as much as you need him.

 

[BSelck24]

Oh gurl I'm soooo sorry! I hope you can feel my warmth and love through this post. Hugs coming through the computer right now. What is great is that you know your body can do it! You and your husband can officially conceive! Now it is just time for you body to find what lil bean will stick and work perfectly with your family

As for your husband, go sit with him, cuddle, cry together or simply watch a movie to bond together. What I found during my loss was that my husband was JUST as affected by the mc as I was! I just didnt know it! Most men have a harder time expressing their feelings towards us and always want to seem like the strong, unemotional one. Just know that he is hurting too and will be your best support system during this whole grieving process.

Hope this helps! Sending lots of love!

 

[ttctomtom]

I love you guys, and thank you for all your positive and encouraging words.

DH and I spent the day together in bed, being lazy. Watched some movies. Gave each other early Christmas gifts. Cried a little.

Is it normal to still have symptoms? vomiting and sore breasts?

 

[Breaking Dawn]

I love you guys, and thank you for all your positive and encouraging words.

DH and I spent the day together in bed, being lazy. Watched some movies. Gave each other early Christmas gifts. Cried a little.

Is it normal to still have symptoms? vomiting and sore breasts?

i'm glad you two re-connected..

yes, it's normal...there is still hcg in your system...and it will take a couple days for it to be gone

 

[BSelck24]

I love you guys, and thank you for all your positive and encouraging words.

DH and I spent the day together in bed, being lazy. Watched some movies. Gave each other early Christmas gifts. Cried a little.

Is it normal to still have symptoms? vomiting and sore breasts?

Yes definitely normal! I never knew I miscarried until my 11wk Dr. appt because I had bled yet and was still having all the symptoms! (Nausea, SUPER tender breasts, exhaustion, bloating)

 

[BSelck24]

hadn't**** bled yet (I then had a full blown miscarriage naturally 3 days after my Dr. Appt)

 

[ttctomtom]

That's heartbreaking
When I was feeling nauseous yesterday, I was excited. But today I've been feeling so sick and I just want it to go away. I haven't vomited though. My cat, Vera, has been a good support system for me as well as DH. Today, when he went to the store, I decided to lay down on the couch and watch some TV. She comes up, licks my nose, and plops herself on my face and sleeps there. It's abnormal for her because she's normally a little moody, so I know she loves me and wants me to be okay

 

[knk2011]

I am so sorry for your loss I lost my previous pregnancy a week after I found out about it. It's horrible when you learn to accept your life changing and then it's snatched from you.

Just know it was nothing you did. I blamed myself for a while wondering if there was something I could've done. I went to talk to my doctor for information about why they happen etx and it put my mind to so much ease.

Big hugs xxxxxx

 

[Smiler82]

Oh sweetie I am so very sorry to hear this. It is such a hard thing to go through. I've been through it twice and it does not get any easier. I'm glad you and your DH spent some time together watching movies and having a little cry etc.

I totally second what BSelk said about the men finding it just as hard but not being able to express themselves so well. Mine was a total rock for me, but once I'd started to recover and didn't need to lean on him so much, he crashed a little as he was forced to think about himself. Just as long as you keep talking - even if it's just to say "don't be upset that I can't talk right now"

Re symptoms it's normal for them to hang around. Also just so you know, what happened to me was the symptoms eventually disappeared, but then about 6 weeks later they came back. The first time I was so sure I was pregnant again and was devastated when I wasn't. 2nd time I knew to expect it. I hope it doesn't happen to you because it's horrible, but just wanted to let you know in case it does xxx

 

[SMGP]

I just read through your thread, and I am so sorry for your loss. I cannot imagine. Sounds like you have a great support system! (Sometimes pets can be a better support system than people.)