I've seen that some of the girls on neo-natal have started a journal for their journey through loss. Think I might do the same but in here if no-one minds? I started one in WTT, but it just doesn't feel right being over there when I'm still working my way through what's happened. And everything for the next few months will be about recovery, the clinical study etc... all about Ruby and less about the next baby. Am I losing my marbles?!?