tired...

[redneckgirl26]

hi everyone, im writing this just to vent a little bit.
i had early labor at 30 and 32 weeks, and i am now 36+2. i have been having a lot of weird little pains ever since the early labor.. last Friday i went to the doctor and was finger tip dilated. all last week, i had felt weird, and had a feeling something was going on.. Friday and Saturday i was having very short but painful contractions and a lot of pressure on and off. i also have had a lot more loose stools than normal for the past week, and the last couple days i having been very nauseated.
i go back to the doctor again Friday to see if there is any progress. i really am hoping there is progress because i am really ready to be done! but at the same time, my husband is gone for another week and a half so i hope he will be home for all these events.
i have never been so "in touch" with my body and what and how i feel. so every time i feel something i hope that ohh this is it! but then nothing.
just wondering if anyone else goes through this stuff towards the end to.. and wondering if all these little things mean something? or if i am just to in touch with my body...
im just so tired of being pregnant, and the false contractions.

 

[redneckgirl26]

 

[Angelique]

The end is rough... and the chance that hubby could be gone is no good! Hopefully baby will wait, but if not.... at least the hardest part will be over sooner!!

I am also watching every single new thing my body does... I think I'm jumping the gun a little as I'm only 34 weeks.... but when every week feels like a month long.... its tough!

Hugs!

 

[giggly_gurl88]

I am right there with you hun although I have a little bit longer to go then you. I too am about 1cm dilated and have been there for about a month. I can not wait to be holding my LO and be done with all this start stop painful stuff. I just wish I would have had an easy pregnancy like with the other kids, the one has just been so miserable. Hugs and fingers crossed that you have made some progress by your next appointment

 

[redneckgirl26]

thanks ladies! i really hope i have made progress to. and hopefully doc will be able to tell me whether or not to call my husband home early or not.

the end is very rough, and just plain sucks!