onelove06
Mommy of an angel baby!!!
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So wondering if anyone out there is going to respond back to me or not....
But anyways, I just had my first period after my first miscarriage. I am scared to start trying again. Going through a miscarriage I think was one of the hardest things i have ever had to go through. I had been trying to get pregnant for years now and it finally happened and I was in complete shock but to only lose something I have wanted for many years. I lost one of my ovaries and tubes due to a massive infection that grew to the size of a Grapefruit because the doctors kept telling me it was just a cyst and that it would pop on its own. finally after complaining and being sick all the time my dr. told me that he would go in and remove it to only loose so much for there not believing me that something was wrong that it just wasnt a cyst. they would blame it on a bladder infection.. but bladder infection doesnt cause dizziness and puking, but hey im not the doc. But since then its been hard, and finally got what i wanted and well in was only short lived and i lost the one thing in life that i wanted.
Now After this miscarriage i am up in the air if i want to try again, my period didnt miss a beat it was right now the mark. so i dont know if i should try or not try for a baby. I would love to be a mommy and all i want to be is a stay at home mom but I dont want to have to go through a miscarriage again. I feel lost my husband will do whatever i want to do and its hard to talk to him about this, its hard to talk to anyone about this because no one knows what to say so i turn to this feed to in hopes of someone that is going to something like this. I am sorry its soooo long and in hopes that someone will respond to me and help me out
But anyways, I just had my first period after my first miscarriage. I am scared to start trying again. Going through a miscarriage I think was one of the hardest things i have ever had to go through. I had been trying to get pregnant for years now and it finally happened and I was in complete shock but to only lose something I have wanted for many years. I lost one of my ovaries and tubes due to a massive infection that grew to the size of a Grapefruit because the doctors kept telling me it was just a cyst and that it would pop on its own. finally after complaining and being sick all the time my dr. told me that he would go in and remove it to only loose so much for there not believing me that something was wrong that it just wasnt a cyst. they would blame it on a bladder infection.. but bladder infection doesnt cause dizziness and puking, but hey im not the doc. But since then its been hard, and finally got what i wanted and well in was only short lived and i lost the one thing in life that i wanted.
Now After this miscarriage i am up in the air if i want to try again, my period didnt miss a beat it was right now the mark. so i dont know if i should try or not try for a baby. I would love to be a mommy and all i want to be is a stay at home mom but I dont want to have to go through a miscarriage again. I feel lost my husband will do whatever i want to do and its hard to talk to him about this, its hard to talk to anyone about this because no one knows what to say so i turn to this feed to in hopes of someone that is going to something like this. I am sorry its soooo long and in hopes that someone will respond to me and help me out