Babydreams321
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I was petrified whilst trying as desperate for a daughter..ive been so nervous for the past 20 weeks, infact its consumed me for the best part of a year & tomorrow is D-day!!
Im feeling so emotional tonight!! No one understands how much it would sadden me to know id never have a daughter ( this will be our final child )
I feel so guilty feeling this way as adore my son , Harry, with all my heart. Hes my world, i wouldnt ever change him & am so proud of the little person he's becoming!!
I lost my mum when harry was two months old & feel this desparation for a girl has stemmed from this... i battled with myself emotionally for a year after her death as struggled with harrys relationship with his other nan, my mum in law... i just want a mummy-daughter relationship back, i cant imagine only ever being the paternal nanny in 20 years! i need my girl......
im sooo scared for tomorrow
Im feeling so emotional tonight!! No one understands how much it would sadden me to know id never have a daughter ( this will be our final child )
I feel so guilty feeling this way as adore my son , Harry, with all my heart. Hes my world, i wouldnt ever change him & am so proud of the little person he's becoming!!
I lost my mum when harry was two months old & feel this desparation for a girl has stemmed from this... i battled with myself emotionally for a year after her death as struggled with harrys relationship with his other nan, my mum in law... i just want a mummy-daughter relationship back, i cant imagine only ever being the paternal nanny in 20 years! i need my girl......
im sooo scared for tomorrow