Ugh! I don't know why but I'm scared to test this time around. Every time I think I am pregnant I get that BFN and I hate that disappointment. Either that or it's positive but it doesn't end well. I've had 3 early losses and the last time was an ectopic that I lost my left tube from. I've had other times that I got a positive test, then a period, and then a negative result. Right now I am on cycle day 48 and am 15 days late. I have been under MAJOR stress lately and have been thinking it was late because of that. I also quit smoking finally about 2 weeks ago, the day before AF was due. I started, 2 weeks before that, taking Wellbutrin to help me quit smoking. It's working like a charm because its been 16 days since my last cigarette. We weren't trying, especially since I hadn't quit smoking yet and have been taking the medication. So I also attributed the late period to the new medication. Which is still completely possible, and another reason why I am hesitant about testing. However, the past few days I have been feeling "off." I broke out in hives all over my legs 2 days ago, which I know isn't really a pregnancy symptom but I have no idea why I would have them since I KNOW I'm not allergic to the Wellbutrin. I've taken it in the past for smoking cessation and had no side effects. Plus I've been taking it for a month now. I also have been feeling queasy in general, especially after I eat something, even if it's only a little bit. I called out of work yesterday because I didn't feel well. I slept pretty much the entire day. All 4th of July weekend, I curled up on my couch watching tv and slept on and off because I was too exhausted to do anything else. And I was in no mood to be out in the humidity because it made me feel sick. I went into work today, and just now had to run into the bathroom because I suddenly felt extra sick and I threw up. Part of me says to take a test, but another part of me thinks it's pointless since it's always a BFN. I also have an appt on Friday for trigger point injections in my back, and they always urine test me first. So I'm debating just waiting until they do it. I don't really know what I should do. I feel like it's always a disappointment and a waste of money. But at the same time, this is killing me that I'm THIS late and now throwing up. I don't really have any other symptoms. Except my breasts have been sore the past few days which could also be PMS. And I had mild cramps the day before AF was due, but then they went away completely. I really don't know what to think.
**Edit - The only reason I even mention the hives is because it's weird and in previous pregnancies I developed rashes. I have had 4, none of which took. During my 2nd pregnancy I got shingles and during my 3rd I got eczema. So I don't know if it's related or a coincidence that I keep getting rashes.
**Edit - The only reason I even mention the hives is because it's weird and in previous pregnancies I developed rashes. I have had 4, none of which took. During my 2nd pregnancy I got shingles and during my 3rd I got eczema. So I don't know if it's related or a coincidence that I keep getting rashes.
