Too scared to test

[lexington]

so i have irregular cycles nd have missed my cyle for up to 4 months at a time. during these 4 months i tested constantly and got BFN everytime. I wasnt trying to conceive and i was confused because i never missed a period before. Anywho, my cylces finally started coming back on time every month in April. My boyfriend and I were broken up during that time, so no sex. We got back together in may nd i missed my period again in june. I thought nothing of it because i missed my periods before. however, this time feels different. July 22nd my boyfriend and i got drunk and had sex. That night i had a vivid dream i took a pregnancy test in front of him and unexpectedly a blue positive sign popped up. I woke up to white creamy discharge and have been having it since then. Im also cramping on and off like my period is coming on any moment, but it never does. I have gained weight in my face and stomach, and almost passed out a few times recently from getting up too fast. since the near fainting episodes i began to feel very weak and dehydrated throught the day. This has been going on for about a week 1/2. Today i began having TERRIBLE heartburn (i've never had heartburn a day in my life). I have so many symptoms but im too scared to take a test, i've been dissapointed before.

 

[Angel022605]

It's honestly hard to tell what's going on. There are a couple reasons for missed period: 1-stress can delay or make you miss it all together, 2-low iron in your blood and you can have blood drawn to check that. As far as your other symptoms such as wt gain can be caused by thyroid problems. Your cramps could be either implantation or ovulation and you would really have to know your body and track your cycles to know when you ovulate and if you had sex around ovulation. As far as feeling dizzy after waking that's either due to sudden drop in blood pressure which can happen to everyone and it's normal, or if you have a bad ear infection, that too can cause dizziness upon waking. Other than that it's hard to say. If you don't wanna test and I understand if you don't, then go to the dr it'll be ok