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Mommy, Angel Adalynn
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Hi, I'm new here.. I don't know where to begin.
I delivered my baby Monday at 4pm, I was 16 weeks. I'm extremely torn apart, especially now while I am making burial arrangements. This is extremely hard and painful. I can't stop blaming myself, I know I did nothing wrong and took very good care of myself while I was pregnant, but I can't make myself believe it wasn't my fault. I keep thinking that maybe if I hadn't forgotten to take my prenatal vitamin that one day or maybe if I had walked passed a group of people who were smoking faster this wouldn't have happened. I know it sounds ridiculous, but that's just what I keep thinking.. I don't know. I'm very sad.
I delivered my baby Monday at 4pm, I was 16 weeks. I'm extremely torn apart, especially now while I am making burial arrangements. This is extremely hard and painful. I can't stop blaming myself, I know I did nothing wrong and took very good care of myself while I was pregnant, but I can't make myself believe it wasn't my fault. I keep thinking that maybe if I hadn't forgotten to take my prenatal vitamin that one day or maybe if I had walked passed a group of people who were smoking faster this wouldn't have happened. I know it sounds ridiculous, but that's just what I keep thinking.. I don't know. I'm very sad.