Hi. New to the forum but so glad I came across it. My last birthday, I turned thirty eight. About 15 years older than I thought I'd be on the verge of trying for my first child! My husband and I have decided that I will stop taking the pill at the end of September. I have wanted this for so long and now that the reality and great hope that motherhood is actually in my grasp I find myself anxious. Don't really have a question. Just wondering if there is anyone else out there feeling the same way.