Ttc #3

[busytulip]

I'm very sorry. I hope it doesn't take long before you get your BFP

 

[Mummy to be x]

 

[USAFWife319]

I'm really struggling. I'm not sure I want to try again. I'm not sure I want more kids. We've lost two and it's been hell the past year and I'm not sure I want to go through this again. I feel guilty I don't want to take this away from my husband but in all reality I'm terrified. I'm terrified of forgetting Milan or possibly losing another pregnancy/child. I've lost one pregnancy and one child I'm not so sure I can deal with more hurt or loss. I know things could go perfectly and everything be fine but I'm terrified.

 

[Mummy to be x]

That is a perfectly normal feeling, you are absolutely bound to feel this way, your only human after all. You won't ever forget Milan, he will always be in your heart, your just giving him a little brother or sister.

Have you spoken with your hubby about how your feeling? Maybe you need a little more time? Things will work out for you, whichever path you choose to take. Give yourself time, you have been through the unthinkable, a massive tragedy, and I can't even begin to imagine how you must be feeling right now but please, take your time and talk things through with hubby.

Sending you huge hugs

 

[busytulip]

Praying for you as you try and figure things out. It's really hard when your heart wants to opposing things.