DHime
Mom of a special baby
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Not sure how many would read thos one but I noticed there were no discussions for those who previous pregnancies and babies left them with some post traumatic stress.
For me, I had a major hemorage with number 1 who came at 30 weeks all natural. I don't take blood transfusions so it dang near killed me. 2 weeks in icu for me with my baby in nicu for 3 months having multiple surgeries to fix a tracheal esophageal fistula. He spent most of his first year in the hospital. So far he has been admitted twice since october of last year for cdif, rotavirus, and colds.
I want a number 2 but have mixed emotions. Part is fear that it will happen again or that worse may happen.
anyone else?
For me, I had a major hemorage with number 1 who came at 30 weeks all natural. I don't take blood transfusions so it dang near killed me. 2 weeks in icu for me with my baby in nicu for 3 months having multiple surgeries to fix a tracheal esophageal fistula. He spent most of his first year in the hospital. So far he has been admitted twice since october of last year for cdif, rotavirus, and colds.
I want a number 2 but have mixed emotions. Part is fear that it will happen again or that worse may happen.
anyone else?
