caleblake
mummy to caleb & blake
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Hi ladies
Im dipping my toes in this section very cautiously. In December last year we were very shocked to find out we were expecting a surprise baby. Myself and my husband already have 6 and 7 year old boys and were never planning anymore. After the initial shock we were very excited about the new addition and starting planning for a life as a family of 5. Unfortunately at 16 weeks my scan showed no heartbeat (our 13 week scan he was jumping about all over the place and hey couldnt even get measurements) sonit came as a huge shock. I then went through what was without a doubt the worst thing in my life. Our beautiful little boy was born on the 2nd March, he was tiny but simply perfect and we named him Aspen. Over the past few months we have been dealing with his funeral and post-mortem results etc. It showed that there was no rhyme or reason for it and that he was a perfectly healthy wee baby 😪
Now we have found ourselves with empty arms and broken hearts and think that we should consider trying one more time.
So here I am, Im currently on CD3, however Ive decided not to start ttc until next month as I dont really want a January baby (we have 13 babies born in jan in the family). I would technically be due February but both my previous living pregnancies ended in csection at 36 weeks.
Its been a long time since I actively tried to conceive so any new news or tips would be very welcome and I would love to meet some ladies to follow on the ttc journey as Im pretty sure I will need all the support I can get. Im also a bit older at 38 so Im worried I might not fall as easy.
Thanks for reading
Im dipping my toes in this section very cautiously. In December last year we were very shocked to find out we were expecting a surprise baby. Myself and my husband already have 6 and 7 year old boys and were never planning anymore. After the initial shock we were very excited about the new addition and starting planning for a life as a family of 5. Unfortunately at 16 weeks my scan showed no heartbeat (our 13 week scan he was jumping about all over the place and hey couldnt even get measurements) sonit came as a huge shock. I then went through what was without a doubt the worst thing in my life. Our beautiful little boy was born on the 2nd March, he was tiny but simply perfect and we named him Aspen. Over the past few months we have been dealing with his funeral and post-mortem results etc. It showed that there was no rhyme or reason for it and that he was a perfectly healthy wee baby 😪
Now we have found ourselves with empty arms and broken hearts and think that we should consider trying one more time.
So here I am, Im currently on CD3, however Ive decided not to start ttc until next month as I dont really want a January baby (we have 13 babies born in jan in the family). I would technically be due February but both my previous living pregnancies ended in csection at 36 weeks.
Its been a long time since I actively tried to conceive so any new news or tips would be very welcome and I would love to meet some ladies to follow on the ttc journey as Im pretty sure I will need all the support I can get. Im also a bit older at 38 so Im worried I might not fall as easy.
Thanks for reading
I couldn't read without responding. I'm so sorry for your loss. I can only imagine how heartbreaking, especially since you were given no answers.
