Evening everyone
I had a bit of drama on the train home. Some young lads got on the stop before I was due to get off. They sat around me and started swearing and farting and wafting it over to me. Normally I would challenge them but today I just felt so crap and vulnerable that I just ignored it. As I went to get up I said excuse me so that I could get past. They started taking the mickey out of me and again I just ignored it. As the train pulled into the station I was thrown sideways as a couple of the lads were skittled into me. One of the bigger lads at the back had barged into them and in turn they hit me. I snapped at that point and marched my way to where the big lad was and told him he was a fing idiot. He just laughed in my face so I got right up to him and pointed my finger at him and said I could be pregnant. What would you do if pushing me like caused me to lose the baby? By this point and young girl with them came up to me and said don't you f-ing point your fingers at him you f-ing c-. By the time the doors opened I was surrounded by about a dozen young lads and lasses all shouting at me for having a go at the lad who started it all off. I got off the train and was followed down the platform by them with the girl f-ing and blinding at me. I was so tempted to smack her across the face. I said to her what if I'd been pregnant. Doing that could cause someone to miscarry and she just smirked. I went up to the guard and told him what was going on and he said, don't get upset love, some kids are just like that, they don't have very good parents! I was so p-d off I went after the kids and tried to take their photos - god only know what possessed me - but they ran off and hid behind cars in the car park. At that point I burst into tears and phoned my OH. He was all for coming home and taking me to the police. I was all for going to the platform they'll be getting on tomorrow's train and kicking the shit out of them.
Anyway, once I calmed down I finally made it to the hospital. I fully interrogated the Sister as to risks etc and I finally got my smear - yeah! She said if it is negative then I'll be referred back to my GP for a smear in 6 months and if that's negative I can go onto annual smears. However, if today's smear is not negative (and it's not been negative for about 3 or 4 years now) then I'll have to go back to the hospital in 6 months. The Women's Unit is co-located with the Early Pregnancy Assessment Unit so I'm hoping I don't need to go back there again for either reason.
Drama over for the day, or so I thought. I took DS to hockey and when I went to pick him up he limped to the car. He'd been struck on the knee with a hockey ball at close range and so we ended up in A&E for two and a half hours. Didn't get home until nearly 8.30 pm.
My
are agony, I'm emotional, peeing on the hour every hour, snotty and aching all around my back and hips. I could really go a large whisky but I shall refrain for now.
Hope you ladies have had a better day than me.
Pip x
Glad your all settled in now missy now hope your ass is back online 
so may leave it for a month 
xx
