TTC After Loss 2011 BFP!!!

I told you we need black loo roll :haha: I made myself so sore with 'over use' of loo roll that there was blood on the tissue from that, nothing sinister :dohh:
 
Its horrible having to go through all these's fears isnt it and not being allowed or able just to enjoy x
 
I so much want to enjoy it but I can't help but overanalyse everything. A slight temp dip? Well AF must be about to start. Boobs not hurting? Well AF must be about to arrive? Positive pregnancy test? Must be faulty batch. Feeling tired and sicky? Must be because I need more sleep. I'm trying to convince myself I'm not pregnant so that I won't be disappointed.

Pip x
 
Poppy, Suze and Gash. How many DPO were you when you got your first positive? How many days did you leave it before testing again? Did you wait until after AF was due? I'm totally stressing myself that this will be a chemical.

Pip x
 
Hi all BFN for mee again...:cry: still hope tho :winkwink: My last preg didnt sho up till AF was due.. x
 
Poppy, Suze and Gash. How many DPO were you when you got your first positive? How many days did you leave it before testing again? Did you wait until after AF was due? I'm totally stressing myself that this will be a chemical.

Pip x

Pip i tested 9dpo got a very faint line, tested 10dpo more visible line, 11dpo did a superdrug test really good positive, 15dpo did a digi 2-3wks then last test another digi 19dpo got 3+ came up straight away. Not tested since and only did my temp today cos im paranoid :dohh:
 
I so much want to enjoy it but I can't help but overanalyse everything. A slight temp dip? Well AF must be about to start. Boobs not hurting? Well AF must be about to arrive? Positive pregnancy test? Must be faulty batch. Feeling tired and sicky? Must be because I need more sleep. I'm trying to convince myself I'm not pregnant so that I won't be disappointed.

Pip x

Pip, you have to try and enjoy it hun.
I know how you must be feeling but we all all get killed crossing the road tomorrow, we can't think about the 'what ifs' or we would all have a nervous breakdown! Symptoms tend to come and go throughout the day as you well know, you are pregnant and it is going to be ok! So there! LOL :flower:
 
Goodness knows whats wrong with me, my ticker is at the end, no sign of AF (though i am irregular) Not tested since yesterday morning but the BFN was as white as snow.
I have cramps and i feel sick all the time (also foul taste in my mouth) Could a stomach bug/virus be causing this as me and my daughter have had a tummy ache too????
Last night i went to eat my marzipan bar (usually i adore these and eat by the bucket load) and it tasted like soap :( Would a virus do that?
My boobs are sore (though AF could be on the way) and i have some yellow cm.
I am going insane but i guess the test would not have ben wrong.. :/
 
Im only getting lines on opk's lol :cry: Iv got the worest sore nipples eva... temp this morn was 36.8 :wacko:
 
Have you been temping since your :bfp: I have but was considering stopping. Because I temp at all different times of the early morning I have lots of spikes. My temp was down today but still well above coverline so decided this was the beginning of the end! I need to get a grip!!

Thanks ladies.

Pip x
 
I stopped temping at weekend but for some reason did it this morning, was well above coverline, not going to temp now it makes me worse x
 
Pip I got my first bfp at 12dpo, that's always the case for me. The last time I got a BFN at 11dpo but the BFP at 12dpo and at 12dpo they're always faint and don't always come up within the time limit. I don't temp so can't comment on that but I do continue testing each day (sometimes twice :blush:) for about 3 or 4 consecutive days then maybe once or twice a week until 6 weeks! God I sound like a right POAS-aholic!
 
Afternoon ladies.

Pip you need to relax hun, I know you have had losses but last time you m/c because you had swine flu - I'm sure things would have continued as normal otherwise. To be completely honest you were a very lucky lady to come out the other side AND THEN get pregnant again - somebody upstairs is looking after you hun :hugs:

Poppy - as the ding dongs have said, I really do think this one is a lovely sticky bean - you have such good BFP's and 3+ on a digi? All going good hun! Keep PMA going x

AFM I'm feeling a bit bleurgh today, just low and not wanting to do a sodding thing. No need for sympathy, I'm not requesting just giving an update on my day :(

:dust: to you all xx
 
Thanks ladies. I'm so glad you understand.

Pip x
 
Thanks puppycat :kiss:

Yeah i know my hcg is high cos digi giving me 3+ early, but i never had problem with hcg before it kept rising but wasnt doubling and my gestation sac kept growing etc... it was only when they seen the bleed getting bigger at the side of sac that i knew something was wrong and already suffered the MMC, it was just a waiting game to miscarry then which didnt happen till morning of my booking in for ERPC.. no wonder they call it a silent miscarriage cos there isnt a warning till a routine scan x

Im trying to keep PMA up :hugs:
 
Morning ladies hope your all having a great day...

The stranges thing happened to me last night.. I was sitting on my couce watching tv and took a drink of pop, then got soooo nauseaous, went to the bathroom gagging, and felt like i was gonna throw up, but never did... no symptoms really which may be good cuz last month I felt like I had everyone in the book.. fingers crossed.. testing the end of the week..
 

Users who are viewing this thread

Members online

Latest posts

Forum statistics

Threads
1,650,309
Messages
27,145,035
Members
255,759
Latest member
boom2211
Back
Top
monitoring_string = "c48fb0faa520c8dfff8c4deab485d3d2"
<-- Admiral -->