TTC After Loss 2011 BFP!!!

[joey300187]

not said a thing yet tbh gotta go back 2morra but thats just the confirmation scan. i had all the tests done that st marys (in london) do. i dont know what else is left ;(. i think this is me done. its too much heartache too many due dates &dates we lost our angels i dont think i could do it all again xxx

 

[BellasMummy]

not said a thing yet tbh gotta go back 2morra but thats just the confirmation scan. i had all the tests done that st marys (in london) do. i dont know what else is left ;(. i think this is me done. its too much heartache too many due dates &dates we lost our angels i dont think i could do it all again xxx

 

[BellasMummy]

Em - How are you feeling huni? Has AF pi$$ed off yet? xx

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im okay babe..how are you sweet?? no not yet hoping its a short visit tho lol! hows everything with you?? xxx

I am ok thanks, feeling a bit down today, but need to start thinking positively. Waiting to OV so have been everyday and will carry on until I do OV.

I hope this is our month babe xx

 

[poppy666]

could you remove my bfp please. my baby grew its wings ;( xx

Life can be so so cruel, so sorry sweetie

 

[emilyrose.x]

not said a thing yet tbh gotta go back 2morra but thats just the confirmation scan. i had all the tests done that st marys (in london) do. i dont know what else is left ;(. i think this is me done. its too much heartache too many due dates &dates we lost our angels i dont think i could do it all again xxx

ooh hun how many weeks were you if you dont mind me asking? arw hun, try not to think like that.. they say they take the best and this was clearly the case iv only had 1 MC and it is so dream shattering and heart breaking, i cant imagine how your feeling hun try and stay strong.. your babies will always be with you in your heart and thoughts..it will happen for you babe, just give yourself some time to gain back your strengh, physically and mentally and when your ready you can decide on what to do for best. I dont know if iv told you about the article my OH found on internet when i lost our angel.. it said that if the baby needs certain information and it doesnt have it at that exact time then it short fuses because it knows it cant have the best chance in life possible.. this really helped me put things into prespective and i hope it can help you understand a little hun. I know its hard, especially knowing that the baby would have had so much love and you would have gave it your all, but please try stay strong babe..you baby will come to you soon and when it does you will know xxx

 

[emilyrose.x]

I am ok thanks, feeling a bit down today, but need to start thinking positively. Waiting to OV so have been everyday and will carry on until I do OV.

I hope this is our month babe xx

Arw babe why you feeling down? sounds like a plan sweety! as soon as my af done il be back bouncing on the pogo stick hehe! me too sweety!! xx

 

[joey300187]

i was 7 + 1 saw the baby at 5+6 then again at 6+5 plus a good strong hb then friday when the bleeding started again with a good strong hb ;( then sat morn it all went wrong. thank you for your kind words i just dont feel like i can do it maybe in time my feeling will change. hubby been looking at adoption bless his heart xxxx

 

[BellasMummy]

I hope this is our month babe xx[/QUOTE]

Arw babe why you feeling down? sounds like a plan sweety! as soon as my af done il be back bouncing on the pogo stick hehe! me too sweety!! xx[/QUOTE]

I don't know really just scared of getting AF again next month (like we all are)!
I just want a BFP so bad! Everyday seems to go so slow and just wish I would hurry up and OV! TMI but I don't seem to have much CM this cycle and I am worried that I am not gonna OV! Think I am just having one of those days xx

 

[poppy666]

Bella try pink grapefuit for your CM & (( big hugs))

edited bella you need to share your chart in settings if you want everyone to be able to view xx

 

[emilyrose.x]

i was 7 + 1 saw the baby at 5+6 then again at 6+5 plus a good strong hb then friday when the bleeding started again with a good strong hb ;( then sat morn it all went wrong. thank you for your kind words i just dont feel like i can do it maybe in time my feeling will change. hubby been looking at adoption bless his heart xxxx

sweet its so hard seeing the heartbeat and then it happening i saw my baby with a strong hb 2 days before my MC its so heartbreaking, because as soon as you see the heartbeat it makes you feel all warm and amazing inside knowing that your creating a new life and then when it ends badly its just a utter shock im sending you my love hun, yea for the moment id say to wait a while until you feel abit better, maybe start a new hobbie? or make plans for every week? just to get you out (obvo when your ready too hun) and then let it happen naturally for you. arw' bless him hun, i really hope it happens for you soon xxxx

 

[joey300187]

thank you so much hun xxxx

 

[emilyrose.x]

I don't know really just scared of getting AF again next month (like we all are)!
I just want a BFP so bad! Everyday seems to go so slow and just wish I would hurry up and OV! TMI but I don't seem to have much CM this cycle and I am worried that I am not gonna OV! Think I am just having one of those days xx

Arw' hun im sure this month will be your month hun! i know exactly how you feel, i want a bfp so bad! im so impatient!! babe but some CM is better than non right? you been taking ovulation tests or anything? xxx

 

[emilyrose.x]

thank you so much hun xxxx

no worries babe, anytime you need a chat a cheering up just let me know ok? im only a mouse click away babe! all my love xxxxx

 

[BellasMummy]

Thanks Poppy, I have been drinking pink grapefruit juice everyday and today I tried Robitssun so I will see if that does anything! How do I share my chart? xx

Em- I have used OPK's and had nothing on them the last few days! It is so frustrating!! xx

 

[emilyrose.x]

Em- I have used OPK's and had nothing on them the last few days! It is so frustrating!! xx

hmm maybe the tests are duds? *stay possitive* lol! keep having sexytime all day, everyday just to make sure spermy gets to that egg dont let it get you down babe, i always find then things happen when you least expect it.. so as your thinking that you arnt oving, i think you secretly are see what i mean? hehe this month is your bfp month sweety xxx

 

[poppy666]

Just hang in there with OPKs you'll get a positive sweetie xx

Ok go into your chart and on the left click 'chart' then 'sharing' then 'tickers' You'll get another bb code for your siggy x

 

[BellasMummy]

Thanks ladies xx

Poppy can you see it now? xx

 

[pip7890]

could you remove my bfp please. my baby grew its wings ;( xx

I'm so sorry Joey. I know how hard it is when you've seen the heartbeat and you finally think this is the one only to have your dreams shattered again.

Take your time to heal physically and mentally before making any definite decisions. It sounds like you have a lot of support so make use of it.

Take care.

Pip x

 

[poppy666]

Thanks ladies xx

Poppy can you see it now? xx

No, did you get choice of a bbcode or HTML? If not once you done the above click on 'customise' then just keep clicking 'next' till you get to end and bb code should be below x

 

[BellasMummy]

Thanks ladies xx

Poppy can you see it now? xx

No, did you get choice of a bbcode or HTML? If not once you done the above click on 'customise' then just keep clicking 'next' till you get to end and bb code should be below x

Ok I think I have done it now! Thanks xx