Hi all,
I forgot I had subscribed to this thread
I hope everyone is ok.
I think I have just ovulated or about to, so have been putting hubby to work
All the calculators say I should of O'd last week but its hard to put into them the early miscarriage, the extended bleeding etc... They just take it as black and white, the day of LMP. So after a bit of fretting I have decided to trust my own body. Everything points to O. The cramps I get along with the CM. Fingers crossed I have got it right lol
Part of me wishes I had the nerve to just wait this cycle out until a proper AF comes but I just can't! I don't know why?! I think I am petrified of AF coming as its a slap in the face after thinking I would not have any for months due to beanie growing! AH well.
Last week my friend, a very good friend came and told me she was pregnant. I am over the moon for her as she has being trying so long for her first. I really am genuinely pleased for her. The only thing is, I got upset once she left and cried all evening and cried myself to sleep because weirdly I felt like that was
MY time-line. Does that make sense? Dr's appts, scans, delivery will all be on the time-line that we would of been on if beanie had stuck
It just really brought it home.
Anyway, enough of my ramble, I should really think about jumping in the shower, this site is notorious for eating up hours of my time without me noticing
Have a fantasti9c day all!
xx