TTC makes me feel....

[terces]

I think I'm loosing it! Earlier today I was crying after talking to a friend about one of her premie babies finally coming home. While I am totally thrilled that she is finally well enough to come home, it made me want to have a baby to be bringing home. So, I cried that I haven't gotten pregnant yet and now I need to get checked to see if I truly am ovulating on the Clomid.

This evening I feel totally fine and optimistic that I'm going to get pregnant! I haven't O'd yet this month, and am on CD 18 after taking Clomid days 3-7. I sitting her thinking. "I had a temp drop the last 2 days, now if it spikes tomorrow, I probably O'd" AHHHH LOL My poor hubby is probably thinking his wife is nuts. Poor guy never knows what my mood will be from one moment to the next with all of this.

 

[Damita]

 

[Sizzles]

Yep! Definitely losing it! I was crying earlier this week because I was feeling melancholy about Christmases past and there now being no children in the family and the fact that I really want a baby so there are children at Christmas (amongst other reasons, obviously!) Poor hubby was consoling me but doesn't really know what to do or say.