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I love love love love love chocolate milk...
But for the past 2 evenings, every time I've had a glass of chocolate milk, I spent the next few hours doing this hideous little hot vomit burps. Very uncool...

Had some people attack me on some horsey internet forums today... I posted what my situation is with my horse, told them how the horses get fed at the agistment place in town, told them how it is in various places and explained that I felt the one in town was charging too much for what you're getting... so then I had half a dozen people tell me if I couldn't afford $105 a week for my horse, then I obviously wasn't willing to care for him properly and I shouldn't have him if thats the case.
Got harassed for "buying" him in the first place, and had so many people get up me, it was very distressing.


How is everyone else going in their 2WW's, or Ovuwaits, or whatever?
I'm coming to the end of my 2ww... ends in 2 more days. I haven't been symptom spotting or anything, because I don't think I really hit optimum timing for baby making or anything, but at the same time, I think I'm lacking in some of my usual "af is coming" symptoms. So far all I've got is cramps. But I have cramps most of the time, so it doesn't feel any different for me...
And oddly, I had a mometary moment of being randy as a rabbit this morning! LOL

My one chick has survived into its third day of life... Am still so sad about the second one. When I found it dead, I bought it into the house so I could get an old piece of cloth to wrap it up and bury it. My younger dog, Emmy, was really anxious to see what I had and I showed it to her. She LOVES baby animals, and she touched it with her nose and when it didn't move, she started freaking out, nudging it, licking it, trying her hardest to get it to wake up she was.
I took it away from her and wrapped it and went outside to bury it. She watched me the whole time through the door and was pawing at the door, HOWLING in absolute distress. When I came inside, I sat down and she came running over, climbed up on my lap, buried her little face in my chest and was whimpering and whining. It was as though she was crying for the poor little chick that I buried.
I ended up in tears because of how distressed and upset she was. She wouldn't leave my side for the next couple hours.

Now too, because the one chick is a few days old and needs to start exploring the world, my hen has given up on sitting on her other eggs. So I removed them from her and put them in an incubator.
There were originally 9 eggs. 2 were total duds, 2 hatched with 1 still alive and 1 dead. This leaves 5 left. 1 I'm not entirely sure about, and the other 4 look good to me, they should hatch in 2 or 3 days.
Once they hatch, I'll introduce them to my hen, Cosette, and put them under her, she'll take them and mother them.

I took this picture of my hen and her little one yesterday. After seeing this picture, dad calls the baby "Bonds Singlet" ... coz "its always on your back"
 

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hey everyone

lucky hope your first day went ok!!

moon im sorry about your chick that died. that pic is so cute!!

af got me yesterday :-( im ok though i was totally expecting her. my doc is doing my bloodwork this month, so fx my body will kick into gear and get me good and knocked up lol. had cd2 bloods taken today, she took so much blood!!!

hope you're all ok and had a good weekend, its a bank holiday today so got an extra day off work yessssssss.xx
 
hey everyone

lucky hope your first day went ok!!

moon im sorry about your chick that died. that pic is so cute!!

af got me yesterday :-( im ok though i was totally expecting her. my doc is doing my bloodwork this month, so fx my body will kick into gear and get me good and knocked up lol. had cd2 bloods taken today, she took so much blood!!!

hope you're all ok and had a good weekend, its a bank holiday today so got an extra day off work yessssssss.xx

Ugh, you poor thing, I hates it when the vampire takes my blood.
I walk in, pull up my sleeve, flash a vein and say "okay vampires, do your evil deeds" .... they roll their eyes at me and I sit in there blabbering to distract myself from the needle. I HATE needles.
I'm totally expecting AF tomorrow, specially since my temp has been steadily dropping over the past 2 days (hella weird for me, normally my temps stay up, and then just plummet on the day AF arrives.
Weird, coz my boobies are still mega sore. My dog came to cuddle up to me last night and put her paw on my breast... I actually gasped in pain.
 
aww hope she stays away for you moon!

yeah it was ironic, she was taking my blood and i was staring at the poster on the wall which was warning kids they can get knocked up the first time they have sex!!! ha.

morning everyone!
 
Oh no, Honeybee and Moon! So sorry about stupid AF.

Good that you are getting bloods Honeybee, but so sorry to both of you :hugs::hugs:

Are you ok?

I am soooooooo tired so not going to post too much more...been concentrating so much at work my brain is in overload! It's all good, but I have never had a job where after two days I have so much to do already! It's exciting though.

Just wanted to send my hugs to those that got AF and send out hellos to all of you :flower::flower:
 
Sorry to hear that Moon and Honeybee ((hugs))

LuckyD hope you get some rest amid all the work - glad you find the job exciting though.

Moon like you I also hate needles - esp ones in my vein. I have my blood drawn a lot because of the diabetes and get so tense each time. Sorry about your chick that died - they are so cute when they are small aren't they?

Not having a good day today - DH and I are fighting like mad and its probably mostly my fault. I think the strain is getting to us and we could do with a holiday. I got crime statistics on our suburb today for the last 20 days - our suburb is a normal decent middle class neighbourhood with plenty of kids and families - its not supposed to be a place of gangs or anything. Its supposed to be a decent area. Here are the statistics: in the last 20 days there have been: 12 house robberies, 2 armed robberies, 5 car hijackings (presumed all armed), 1 car stolen, 2 business break ins, 1 rape and 1 kidnapping. Oh aren't I so happy to be living here.
 
oh my god tanikit - what country do you live in? you're planning on moving soon arent you? hope you and dh sort things out

thanks guys, im ok, i was totally expecting her so at least i didnt have my hopes up lol. fx for this cycle though eh!?
lucky are the people at your new job nice?

i feel stuck in a rut today, like i wanna do something crazy and spontaneous but i dont really know what. and im kinda tired, so i might have a sleep and do something crazy another day instead.

what's the most spontaneous thing anyone's done? before i was with dh, i went on a girls holiday to vegas, met a guy out there that lived in miami. we stayed in touch, and he said he really wanted to see me again, that he would pay for my flight so i could go see him. i didnt have any holiday time left, so the next weekend i went for 3 nights over easter weekend (it's like an 8 hour flight from here). and only my best friend knew where i was, i told everyone else i was in london for the weekend coz i didnt want them to judge me lol!!! spontaneous, crazy, or downright stupid im not sure! we ended up dating for about 6 months, saw him once a month, then it fizzled out.
 
I'm just here waiting to O. Have had Highs on the CBFM ever since Day 7 or 8, and now I'm on Day 12. That's a lot of Highs for me...which makes me think maybe I "missed the stick" one morning again and confused the monitor. Although, I'm pretty sure my aim was better this time. :haha: I did forget to use FMU the 1st day so maybe that messed it up. Anyway, hoping to see the Peak tomorrow. Major headache today, ugh. :sick: Probably because I went back to work today and had to deal w/ all the work stress. I seem to get tension headaches or something.

On the reflexology appointment - it was soooooo nice and relaxing! :cloud9: The therapist chatted for a bit w/ me first and I mentioned that we are TTC. She didn't have any specifics on it helping in that area (although, later on I read some stats on the internet that suggest it does), but she said it most definitely will help w/ stress, which in turn helps w/ TTC. She also said she would focus more on the reproductive points. It felt so good and I was very relaxed and happy after. Kind of fell asleep during the appointment, but it was a weird sleep because I could still feel what she was doing. I made an appointment in another month. I thought maybe I'd go 1 x per month before O time, and then for a massage after O in an effort to relax and let the little bean implant. That's my strategy. :haha: Wish I could go even more times, but it gets kind of expensive.

Moon, that story about the chick and your dog was soooo sad. :cry: The pic is unbelievably cute, though. Thank you for sharing with us. Also, I just showed DH that commercial you posted. He was laughing, too. I'm so sorry to hear about stupid AF. And those stupid people on the horse forum. How mean they sound. :growlmad:

Lucky, glad to hear your first couple of days are going well!

:howdy: Honeybee! I missed you! I'm sorry about the :witch: but Lucky says June is a good month for all of us and BFPs!

Tanikit, oh that's such terrible stats! And a good neighborhood, too? Are you looking to move? I thought so, but can't remember.

Celtic, how are you feeling today?

Ejay, you are a SUPER multi-poster! :thumbup:

Anyone heard from Tryfor lately? I miss her! Funny how I've gotten so attached to you guys. :hugs:

:hi: Squirrel, Soph and everyone else!
 
Hey peeps!

I'm kinda in a bad mood all the sudden. Really Facebook should just be banned or something. And I feel stupid for being so jealous, but one of my best friends from college, who I've lost touch with over the years but thanks to Facebook trade posts every so often, just announced by saying 'anyone have good suggestions for morning sickness' that she's knocked up for the third time. She's already on her third and I haven't even had ONE!

granted, she's been married a lot longer than i have, but still. I'm so jealous I haven't even written her to say congrats. I'm not sure if I want to start a conversation with her about it, you know?

meh....... Sorry for not replying to anyone else, just need to get off the computer and take my mind off of it. (riiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiight)...


Oh and you know how it's supposed to be a pregnancy symptom if you dream about being pregnant? Well, what does it mean if I've had dreams like that the past five nights in a row, and i haven't even O'd yet? :haha:

:dust: for June!
 
I think AF just got me, a day early.

So sorry Moon! Stupid witch!!!!!!

aww hope she stays away for you moon!

yeah it was ironic, she was taking my blood and i was staring at the poster on the wall which was warning kids they can get knocked up the first time they have sex!!! ha.

morning everyone!

Sorry AF got you, but glad to hear your doctor is doing blood work. Good luck on getting some results that will help!!



Lucky, hope you're getting a lot of good sleep!! :sleep:

Tanikit, sorry you and OH are fighting, but it does sound like you're in a really stressful situation. That's a lot of crime in your area, so I hope you can get out of there soon. Can't be easy to deal with at all. :hugs:

Yes, where is TryFor?? Hope she's doing ok!!


MyTurn, hoping you get a peak very soon! (hoping I get a peak soon too!! :happydance:)

That's awesome that your reflexology appointment was so relaxing. As far as massages go, maybe you could find a chiropractic practice where there is a massage therapist. My massages are covered by insurance this way. :thumbup:
 
aww hope she stays away for you moon!

yeah it was ironic, she was taking my blood and i was staring at the poster on the wall which was warning kids they can get knocked up the first time they have sex!!! ha.

morning everyone!

Don't we wish it was that easy!
 
I'm feeling very sad and sorry for myself today.

Only had about three hours sleep, woke up hot, covered in sweat with pains in my stomach. Ended up with diarrhoea, so I went back to bed, but couldn't sleep because of weird random back pain. Then I heard a fuss going on outsde, Dads girlfriend was harping on him and getting into his ear about me... he got angry with her AND me. So he's been speaking to me like total poo all day, like every sin of the universe is all my fault.

So I've been cleaning my bedroom ALL DAY, and no matter what I do, the place doesn't look any cleaner because I have so many things that have nowhere to go. There is literally NO SPACE for things in this one room. I USED to have a three bedroom house. Then I went down in size to a granny flat, but I also had 2 rooms inside the main house. Then I went down to three bedrooms (but I had a garage to store my belongings inside). Now I have ONE ROOM, which has to house bedroom furniture, my TV cabinet, all my clothes, my books, my movies, my drawers, my shelves... I have gotten rid of so many things that were actually important to me (not to mention the more important things my ex housemates STOLE from me) and at the end of the day, ONE ROOM is not enough to contain my life.
So this place is STILL a pigsty, despite my best efforts. One entire corner is stacked up with those stupid green eco-bags that you buy to go shopping, all full of books, my scrapbooking stuff, computer parts (because I rebuild computers when I get enough parts to do it), stereo speakers, kitchen stuff thats mine but doesn't fit into our kitchen, photo albums of my mothers, blankets, towels, bed linen, toys. There are pairs of shoes just randomly stuffed in odd corners where they're out of my way so I won't trip over them because the wardrobe bottom is so full of more linen and those big thick minke blankets and boxes of belongings, that my shoes can't fit into the cupboard.
Another corner is my horse gear, saddle, bridles, rugs (completely blocking access to one half of my wardrobe). Underneath all the horse gear is motorcycle gear (again, because I'm not allowed any space in the garage to keep my motorcycle stuff, so its all in my room, a spare fuel tank, speedometer, parts)...

I do understand that yes, I could throw a lot of this stuff away, but when the time comes that I am able to move out of here, and am in a better financial position, then what? I will have thrown away all the things a person uses to keep a home, and will have to replace it all. (Also, some of it is my mothers, she's gone now and its irreplacable)... I have a lot of stuff that I hold near and dear to my heart here, certain old things that have just been handed down over the years...

I'm actually hoping dad finds that caravan REALLY soon, so I can move into it. It might have a bit more space with the caravan AND annexe area. And then I won't have to be in the same sleeping area as my TV...


SORRY everyone for whining... I just have been copping it from all sides today, ended up in a massive argument too, with dads girlfriend, swearing at her. Have felt so sick to my stomach that I haven't been able to eat all day. And I just feel really down and out of it and just feel like I've had enough.
I mean, I KNOW the woman has issues, but he makes so many excuses for her because of it. She has depression, so she drinks like a fish, then goes crazy and we have to deal with t.... When I have issues myself... I have depression too, and I'm trying to do it WITHOUT medication and without drinking, and without bothering other people with my problems. But I'm the bad guy?
Feeling so miserable right now, I'm at a point where if it wasn't for my pets, I'd be seriously contemplating doing something stupid.
 
well ive had to cancel my appointment to have my smear as im bleeding very lightly on and off and its really annoying me now, i dunno when my period is or when it shows up or when i might ovulate, so ive not had sex for 2 weeks i think now to see if its my cervex and if it needs recovering from swelling
 
Just sneaking on quick to say I just got a Peak on the CBFM! :happydance:
 
well ive had to cancel my appointment to have my smear as im bleeding very lightly on and off and its really annoying me now, i dunno when my period is or when it shows up or when i might ovulate, so ive not had sex for 2 weeks i think now to see if its my cervex and if it needs recovering from swelling


Why should bleeding stop you from having your smear?
I've been in the early stages of menstruating and had pap smears, the nurse didn't care, I mean, its a cervical swab, and the stuff is coming from your cervix. What difference does it make?
 
well ive had to cancel my appointment to have my smear as im bleeding very lightly on and off and its really annoying me now, i dunno when my period is or when it shows up or when i might ovulate, so ive not had sex for 2 weeks i think now to see if its my cervex and if it needs recovering from swelling


Why should bleeding stop you from having your smear?
I've been in the early stages of menstruating and had pap smears, the nurse didn't care, I mean, its a cervical swab, and the stuff is coming from your cervix. What difference does it make?

i dunno they told me that i need to be not bleeding to go have it done
 
Just popping on quickly to say hello and say that I am still thinking of you all. Have had a few days off bnb while getting ready for my interview. Had it yesterday and I think it went really bad :( I am terrible in an interview. I was so prepared I brought so much stuff with me so that I could show them what i was like because I know that I can't speak properly in that situation and I wasn't able to show them anything. I was a nervous wreck and answered my questions so poorly. So now all I can hope for is that my rating will at least stay the same and not go down, whereas before I really wanted to get a better rating. Thing is, I KNOW I deserve a better rating, just can't get one because I suck at interviews. Makes me so angry, how can a panel of interviewers know what you are like in a classroom if they have never seen you teach? Flawed system. Rant over.
Will respond properly after work.
 
Hiya all

Moon sorry AF got you.

Lucky - glad the job is going well, hope you are getting some good ZZZZZZZZZ

Soph - sorry the interview was so tough, I agree how can they realy judge what kind of job you do from one interrogation from the spanish inquisition.

Anna - sorry things don't seem to be getting sorted out, I hope you get answers soon.

Tanikit - I can't imagine what stress you are under living in an area like you described. sending you some :hugs:

Update on Molly - she came back in season yesterday so she's not in foal, I am a bit upset, but in reality with everything that happened to her, I wouldn't have thought that she could realy sustain a pregnancy. Am thinking about trying with her next year, probably by artificial insemination.

I just hope this isn't a bad omen for us both, trying to stay positive.
 

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