thank you so much for the birthday wish Parkgirl, luckyD and tanikit xxx
Af is being a wee bit mean and hurting like heck... But I'm hoping for birthday chocolates to make up for it! X
Mush, sorry I missed your birthday hun!!! Happy late birthday, sounds like you had a lovely day. Is the witch taking it easier on you yet? xoxox
well girls i am not sure when she will show now just wish it can all be back to normal
oh and tomorrow it will be a year that i joined you wonderful ladies
Happy BnB anniversary Anna!
Speaking of anniversaries, dh and I have been together 6 years yesterday!
im baking mint choc chip cookies.
Can I have some please? Suddenly craving mint choc chip cookies....

ladies!!!! A very quick check in for me, as I'm supposed to be working and couldn't resist a quick sign-on to BnB.
My sister had her baby on Monday, and my new little niece is SO beautiful!! Just love her so much, already. She was 8 lb 13 oz., 21 inches long and is healthy and very, very cute and cuddly. Was so great watching my niece and nephew meet their baby sister for the first time.
DH's father also had back surgery Monday, but the surgery was successful and he's doing well. Everyone is expected to come home from the hospital today.
Glad everything went well with your dad's surgery and your gorgeous new niece made a happy and peaceful entrance into the world! Newborns are just delicious!
I haven't been online since my birthday and I've probably missed so much stuff on here... Sorry... I don't feel up to going back and reading over whatever I've missed...
But since my birthday I've kept getting headaches... I think I need new glasses.
My horse comes home this week (I have to get in touch with one more agistment facility and see what they say before I make my final decision on where exactly he'll be), I'm very excited about that.
Feeling very lonely at the moment. Turns out the person I chat to the most about everything, my friend Lisa, has been in turn, telling everyone else what I tell her in confidence. Things I mentioned to her about my brother got back to him and now he's calling me a bigmouth. Yet I've put up with her all week whinging about how her friend Mandy "backstabs" her, by telling Lisa's boyfriend stuff that Lisa has told Mandy... yet she's been doing the same damn thing to me!
Welcome back Moon, sorry you are having troubles with your friend

You should definitely get your eyes checked if you are getting headaches, new glasses might just do the trick.
Hi girls! Just checking in. I hope everyone is doing well! Honeybee and Jaimie I have been taking a break this month. Last month was very difficult for me and I found that if I am on here too much then I tend to ss a lot more and then when I get a bfn it makes it that much harder. I have been trying to stay relaxed and not think about it much this month. I have no symptoms other than the usual pms symptoms minus the cramping.
Also, Honeybee I also HATE it when someone ask me when I am going to have a baby. I get asked at least once a week now because I have been married for six years this month and because there are like five hundred girls around me that are pregnant now. I just want to scream at them!!! I think asking someone that question is so rude and discourteous!!! Anyway enough of my venting. AF will be here soon for me, and I am calling the urologist Tuesday to schedule an infertility workup for DH. Hopefully that comes back good.
I love all you ladies and even when I am not on here for a while I am cheering you all on!
I am glad you are feeling a bit better hun, sometimes we all need a break. Do what you need to do - less stress is good! Good luck for tuesday!
Changed my avatar today. When OH and I first got together we went on holiday to Malta, we went round some of the ancient sites and this godess featured everywhere, it turned out she is the godess of fertility. I nearly bought one when we were there but I didn't in the end. Thought I would put a pic of her in my avatar in the hopes it helps.
I love the new avatar! I hope she brings you luck!
Check my siggy ladies - cd1 today

She got me.
Oh well, like I said I would be - I am fine. There really was no chance so I am ok with the witch coming. She has been a bit tough on me today but has finally eased off on the cramps.
I slacked off on taking maca so I have started taking that again and started the epo again today. I haven't caved in and started taking my hayfever tablets yet so vagina should be lovely and sperm friendly

(I am dying to get my bfp so I can have a tablet again! Every part of me itches like crazy, but even when I do get the green light to take them I am going to try to not become so dependent on them like I was before. This break has been good in that I have realised that I can cope without them)
I am going to keep using preseed, softcups and digi opks.
That aught to do it!!!!
I am ordering my July bfp now!