beth30
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So ready for it to be my sticky little turn. I had all my normal pregnancy sypmtoms this month, then at 10/11 dpo, nothing. Symptoms gone. I'm so sad, I had some signs from above and I just knew this was it for me. Every tests has bfn. I think I might have calculated my O date off by one day, so I am more likely 11dpo today instead of 12dpo. ANYWHO, the girls on facebook, one is younger than me by a year or two and one is older by a year or two. They both posted their positive tests for the whole world to see. It makes me jealous because even though I am happy for them to be pregnant, and able to tell the world, I Can't. I've miscarried a few times, and I will never be able to shout it from the roof tops. I am afraid that I will have to go back and tell everyone...AGAIN...that I am not equiped to carry a child to term.(except for my little miracle-Jon Aaron-) I just needed to vent... just sad today. and kinda lethargic, I am supposed to be cleaning, but I can't get my booty off the couch. Good Luck ladies.