kaygee
Mum of 1 and expecting #2
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Hi all,
I haven't been around here for a long time, it was just too hard for a while.
A bit of background - I have a gorgeous DS born in 2011 with no problems at all really. We started trying for #2 in March 2013 and got BFP on our 1st month. Our 1st MC came just a couple of weeks later (I was 5 weeks). Utterly devastated
We tried again immediately and got lucky again with a BFP on our 1st month again. We were over the moon and all went well until I was 11 weeks (and on a camping holiday in France!) and I MC'ed again. Our world collapsed, and for the sake of my sanity, we took a break. I just couldn't face another so soon.
Which brings us to now. We have just started TTC-ing again this month - I am currently in the TTW and I am terrified! Is this completely irrational?! I mean, I don't even know if I am pregnant or not and I am worrying about what will happen if I MC again! I thought I was ready to deal with this (and REALLY want another wee bundle to love as much as we love our DS) but I'm scared I'm going to worry myself into more problems!
Sorry for the book! I would love to hear from some other people in the same place...so we can go out of our minds together LOL!
Good luck to you all hoping for your Rainbow.
I haven't been around here for a long time, it was just too hard for a while.
A bit of background - I have a gorgeous DS born in 2011 with no problems at all really. We started trying for #2 in March 2013 and got BFP on our 1st month. Our 1st MC came just a couple of weeks later (I was 5 weeks). Utterly devastated
We tried again immediately and got lucky again with a BFP on our 1st month again. We were over the moon and all went well until I was 11 weeks (and on a camping holiday in France!) and I MC'ed again. Our world collapsed, and for the sake of my sanity, we took a break. I just couldn't face another so soon.Which brings us to now. We have just started TTC-ing again this month - I am currently in the TTW and I am terrified! Is this completely irrational?! I mean, I don't even know if I am pregnant or not and I am worrying about what will happen if I MC again! I thought I was ready to deal with this (and REALLY want another wee bundle to love as much as we love our DS) but I'm scared I'm going to worry myself into more problems!
Sorry for the book! I would love to hear from some other people in the same place...so we can go out of our minds together LOL!
Good luck to you all hoping for your Rainbow.
