OK, I sooo knew this day way coming, even last few days I just knew...
Feeling the normal grouchiness & crampy junk starting , BUT still doesn't make this day any easier ... I am not happy with my body at the moment .. I am NOT suppose to be seeing or having this crap until September..... Guess it makes everything so final , like now my body is saying "oh well, on with the show..." ... "Move along Kelly & hurry up with it.." ... That's how I'm feeling & thinking .... Also, another blow to the ol' noggin & gut ... So since I got my first AF, now this Sunday I take my first dose of bill control ... Yep, starting the pill ... (FOR NOW!) ... We talked and we want to give my stupid body time to heal & make sure we give my stupid cervix time to strengthen ..I know know know this is the smartest move for us but still doesn't feel good... : ( Why can't we just make this all go away & tuck lil Emma back into my tummy, safe & sound... That's where she belongs ... ♥
Thanks Girls!!! ~ Xx
Feeling the normal grouchiness & crampy junk starting , BUT still doesn't make this day any easier ... I am not happy with my body at the moment .. I am NOT suppose to be seeing or having this crap until September..... Guess it makes everything so final , like now my body is saying "oh well, on with the show..." ... "Move along Kelly & hurry up with it.." ... That's how I'm feeling & thinking .... Also, another blow to the ol' noggin & gut ... So since I got my first AF, now this Sunday I take my first dose of bill control ... Yep, starting the pill ... (FOR NOW!) ... We talked and we want to give my stupid body time to heal & make sure we give my stupid cervix time to strengthen ..I know know know this is the smartest move for us but still doesn't feel good... : ( Why can't we just make this all go away & tuck lil Emma back into my tummy, safe & sound... That's where she belongs ... ♥
Thanks Girls!!! ~ Xx