***UPDATE- Another Loss*** I Need Your Opinion- Possible 2nd MC

[CarCam]

Hey ladies-

You are all probably so tired of hearing my plight...whine, whine, whine. However, I don't really have anyone else to turn to.

I have written about suspecting that I am pregnant again- of this I am POSITIVE as I got a faint positive this evening. The reason I tested was to prove to DH that I am indeed pregnant. He is playing the denial card.

I need your help though, have any of you had symptoms with another pregnancy that were similar to the way your MC started only to have a healthy pregnancy? I ask this because today I started leaking blood streaked mucus. Last time I MC, this is how it all started. I am feeling kind of crampy and the blood speckled mucus is present every time I go to the bathroom.

Do you think it is possible that this is a mucus plug forming? and that last time that is what was going on, but the pregnancy ended for another reason? I know I am grasping at straws, but I WANT THIS BABY SO BAD!!!

I am so scared you guys.

***UPDATE***

I have continued to bleed in increasing amounts. I decided to place my Diva cup in as to save my clothes and when I did, I was surprised to find that I have "dilated" some. So, I know the "BIG BLEED" is imminent . I don't know if I am hardened, but I feel like it won't be as hard this time. Maybe because I am in shock right now, or maybe because it JUST happened to me a few weeks ago! My DH is still claiming I never was pregnant, this time nor the last. I KNOW my body, and HPTs don't usually lie. Haven been pregnant three times before (with two wonderful outcomes) I know when I am pregnant- I don't need to prove it.

So...now starts the waiting.

 

[MrsJD]

When is your AF actually due? Are you testing early? Which has a down side, faint positives, then negatives, then period! Otherwise known as a chemical pregnancy?

X

 

[dan-o]

Sorry to hear you are going throught this confusing time
Are you past your usual luteal phase length? It might just be implantation bleeding!

 

[CarCam]

My last two tests were . So, either it's another loss, or it's just too early.

I am continuing to spot- mucus tinged with bright pink blood and some just pink watery blood. I am praying this is implantation bleeding!

My midwife wants to see me, so I have an appt. for next Tuesday morning. So, we'll see how it goes. I am trying to relax, but I feel like I am on an emotional roller coaster.

Hope you are all doing well.

 

[Shazzy]

I hope this is just implantation bleeding. fx and tell us how the app went.

 

[JennieyL]

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[lissaloo]

good luck i can offer no advice only hope for you ,,, x

 

[CarCam]

***UPDATE***

I have continued to bleed in increasing amounts. I decided to place my Diva cup in as to save my clothes and when I did, I was surprised to find that I have "dilated" some. So, I know the "BIG BLEED" is imminent . I don't know if I am hardened, but I feel like it won't be as hard this time. Maybe because I am in shock right now, or maybe because it JUST happened to me a few weeks ago! My DH is still claiming I never was pregnant, this time nor the last. I KNOW my body, and HPTs don't usually lie. Haven been pregnant three times before (with two wonderful outcomes) I know when I am pregnant- I don't need to prove it.

So...now starts the waiting.

 

[dan-o]

Sorry carcam

 

[babytots]

so sorry hun. please for your sake though go see a doctor and get it confirmed as hard as it is if you think you are miscarrying its always best to get checked out and have a professionals opinion. coming your way. x

 

[CarCam]

Thanks ladies. My spotting got worse last night with some larger pee sized clots and some brighter, deeper redish pink. BUT, today I have nothing!? I still FEEL pregnant, I still feel , my bbs are still weird, light cramps, headaches...etc. However, I don't know if my mind is playing tricks on me, but the symptoms seem to be decreasing.

I give up. My body is just really messed up at the moment I guess . Apparently it doesn't know what's going on either!

I hope my midwives can find out what is going on so I'll stop worrying about being infertile. I am afraid that an IUD I had removed left remnants of scar tissue that has caused my two early MC.

 

[JennieyL]

any updates?

 

[CarCam]

any updates?

Hi JennieyL. Yeah, my pregnancy did indeed end in another MC.

I just don't know what is going on with me.

Thanks for checking in.

 

[JennieyL]

aww im sorry! .. I was hopin for the best

 

[natasja32]

Aw hunny im so sorry. Big sweetheart.