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[TeddyBearPug]

I am a LTTTC'er and I got my bfp last Friday. Ever since then I have been completely paranoid and keep doing a panties watch. I have had 2 early miscarriage's, somewhere in the 5 week range and I am going crazy this time. I am so afraid to use the bathroom because I do not want to see spotting, etc. I got my hcg level today 166 and my progesterone was 34.9. They said my numbers were good, but its always in the back of my mind, that something is wrong. I am having some back pain now that is kind of burning, which I had last m/c and it is making me paranoid. Anyways, I just wanted to get to know some of you ladies and find some PAL support so I don't drive myself crazy

 

[nicksi27]

Hello and congratulations on your BFP. I compulsively check when i go to the bathroom and will until i give birth. PAL is such a anxious time but i think you will be fine and your levels are reassuring I hope the next few weeks fly for you - im sure as time goes on you will start to feel better. x

 

[TeddyBearPug]

thank you PAL sure does take a lot of the joy out of pregnancy! I wish I could be so naive and think it will all be ok no matter what!

 

[Bubsta]

Congrats on your BFP! It is such a nerve wrecking time. This will be your rainbow baby. We have all had stories of heartache so we do understand what an anxious time it is. it's easy for me to say try not to stress, but we all know that in the first few weeks (at least)that is very hard. Try and focus on the milestones. It might be different milestones for different people but the principle is the same. It might be celebrating every morning that u are one day closer. Then passed when you previously MC, then you've made it a week since your BFP etc etc. This is a new pregnancy and a new baby. Everything will be ok Hun. Hang in there. You have our support. X xx