Visiting Parents.

[Fii]

So I have scrounged up enough money for myself & Lula to travel to Dubai tomorrow/this morning.
But I'm shitting it so much. 5/6 hours I hope she behaves. I am actually talking myself out of going, as my parents are/have been such d i c k's.

I'm hating my life at the moment. It felt so good until friday when Calvin sprung on me a "boys" holiday an hour before he left & was apparently been planned for 3 months. Money he could have put towards Lula. So upset, I feel everything has just basically ended between us, like the chemistry, everything.

I'm hoping when I'm away it will feel like normal again, being home & seeing my friends again.

I just can't help but see how different my life was/would have been, if Lula wasn't here & thats dreadful.

Anyway sorry for the stupid rant, need to vent before exploding at the airport.
P&L x

 

[danniemum2be]

hope it goes ok for you hunny and you can get a nice break from everything x x x

 

[Mariaa]

its easy to imagine life without her but i bet you coudnt actually be without her. Have a nice trip with her, relax and enjoy it