I've been ready to try for our first baby for about 3 years now, however, we are not in a financially stable position, nor do we have a permanent home yet. Despite all the good, logical reasons to not try, I still struggle daily with my longing to be pregnant and become a mama. I had a very vivd dream last night that I was pregnant and I woke up feeling severely disappointed that it wasn't real. It's not unheard of for me to have pregnancy dreams, but they are always equally tormenting. Do any of you have pregnancy dreams that you love, but also hate because of the feelings they create the next day? I wish so bad we could try now. I have endometriosis so it could take awhile for us to conceive and that makes the pain much worse.