Waiting for +OPK

[hollyw79]

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[Naaxi]

Tired and hungry but not actually hungry... But I am still on those meds. I dunno. I want to think it's a good thing but I just don't know. And so I will try to be patient. LOL. We'll see how that goes. I am hanging out with the donor tonight, we're going to Michaels Craft Store so I might buy some stuffs for ze wedding. Woo! We decided we're gunna have candies on the tables probably I am super excited fir planning.

I think it'd be hard but awesome to have twins... They'd always have someone to play with and learn with and all that. But if they both had colic... That'd be a true nightmare. Do you think it's more than one? It's a real possibility with Clomid.

 

[hollyw79]

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[Naaxi]

Aww your bean's as big as an appleseed! Very cute. I have no clue what's up. Looks like AF is revving up cause I am spotting again but still not heavily. SO annoying. I just want her to start. If it's not heavy by the 28th I'll test. Derek is worried it's ectopic.

I got some awesome stuff to start making my bouquet, it'll be awesome. I am so excited, and all the stuff was only 22$! I am so excited.

I would love twins LOL. I am young, sleep's for the dead

 

[hollyw79]

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[Naaxi]

I am sure it'll get to me, but I am also certain that I will get through it. And VERY certain that every moment will be worth it. The donor's so great... Asked me if I wanted another donation yesterday, made me laugh... Boys really haven't a clue about any of this, lol. And hopefully I don't need my doctors appointment in February, hopefully I'll be knocked up by then, LOL!

My best friend is being kindof a jerk about the wedding thing. She says it's "really easy" and doesn't know what I am stressing about. She has "plenty of time" (her wedding is in October, 4 months before mine) But mummy is paying for all of her wedding, LOL. What I get comes out of my own pocket. Which is why I am trying not to spend 100 on a bouquet, 500+ on floral decor, etc etc...

Hollyyyyyy make AF come faster, I don't want to drag this out for days on end of bleeding. 5 days is plenty insult to injury, thanks, LOL. But heyyyyy if I send you some money, could you send me Instead Softcups (rare here, have to be special ordered) and cheapie OPKs?

 

[hollyw79]

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[Naaxi]

I think that they sell Instead Softcups at Walmart in the states... That's where I would have to special order them. And you're so great, hunny I appreciate it immensely! I really wanna get this right! Pout.

Stupid AF... I wish that it'd just come already... But I've had a 48 day cycle before! I was sooo excited, thought I was pregnant, but nope. Just AF putzing around. And it doesn't help that Derek's response is always "I don't see why it wouldn't work, I think you must be knocked up"... Gahh. Sucks that it was so easy for him and Sandra.

 

[hollyw79]

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[Naaxi]

I totally know how you feel, no worries. I'll be so shocked the first little bit, if I ever do get knocked up lol. I always fear it will never happen for me, and that's what I feel my purpose is... To be a great mum and I am not sure what to do if I can't... I'll have to adopt... But I want to experience pregnancy. And my PCOS is only minor so I SHOULD be able to... Gotta stop stressing. I will get my BFP soon! Positive thoughts! Lol.

Are you excited for your docs appointment? Will you get to hear the heartbeat this early on? I went to a UC Baby appointment with my mum when she was pregnant, do you have anything like that there where you get to see 3D video of the littl'un? It was so awesome

I am STILL just spotting. Grr.

 

[Naaxi]

OMGOSH!! HOLLY! I just took a test to kickstart my period by showing myself it was all in my head but it's a faint !!! Gunna test again in the morning with FMU but OMGOSH!!!

 

[hollyw79]

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[Naaxi]

Another faint (but definitely there) BFP this morning... wondering if my digital one I got Derek to buy will work... I think I'm going to try it lol. I think this is it! But then I hope the spotting is normal :/

 

[hollyw79]

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[Naaxi]

I didn't wait... And it STILL says pregnant!! 1-2 weeks. I can't believe this! Omgosh. Making an appointment today to go get bloods to super confirm (cause that's free here... Wish it was for there too...) and then my doc will tell me where to go from there!

I actually can't believe an oral medicine syringe knocked me up HAHAHA! I am so excited! We'll be bump buddies, this is awesome!

 

[hollyw79]

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[Naaxi]

I'd be due October 7th if I went by when I ovulated because it was CD 17, not 14. How about you? When is yours? I am still in shock... Wow. Wow. Wow. There's a bean in there. Wow. I told one lady at work cause she's totally on my side and will keep quiet about it and she is so funny, she has a heart attack every time I pick up something heavy. I am so tired, though. And I guess the smells weren't just in my head... LOL. Wow... Still can't believe it.

 

[hollyw79]

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[Naaxi]

The first day they could get me in that I have off is monday. Seems eons away, though, lmao. And I betchu you stay preggo longer just cause you said you have a head start

 

[hollyw79]

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