Whiteandblack
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Hey all!
Soooo I've been holding up fairly well over the past couple weeks in terms of dealing with the typical (and some perhaps unusual) anxieties of early pregnancy. I've been doing affirmations, staying away from Google, thinking positive, all the good stuff to help me cope. And for the most part, my POAS urges have been under control (though admittedly I went a little bit apesh*t here and there, especially when I first found out).
But then this morning I used FMU on a wondfo and the line was faint. Then another, same thing. Started freaking out.
Now, I know a lot of this is probably really irrational. It's just another instance of my mind making something SEEM completely rational when in fact, it is the opposite.
My 1st prenatal appt is next Tuesday. By my calculations I'm about 7 weeks now. So my question is, when did you stop testing? I keep telling myself once I have my first appt then I'll stop for sure, but when I really boil it down, does it matter? I'm having no unusual symptoms, very mild cramping very occasionally, no spotting...basically no signs of trouble. So why do I feel the intense need to keep POAS?
Anyone else? Words of encouragement? Positive thoughts? Maybe it's the fact that the appt is getting closer, I just want it to be NOW so I can have peace of mind.
Soooo I've been holding up fairly well over the past couple weeks in terms of dealing with the typical (and some perhaps unusual) anxieties of early pregnancy. I've been doing affirmations, staying away from Google, thinking positive, all the good stuff to help me cope. And for the most part, my POAS urges have been under control (though admittedly I went a little bit apesh*t here and there, especially when I first found out).
But then this morning I used FMU on a wondfo and the line was faint. Then another, same thing. Started freaking out.
Now, I know a lot of this is probably really irrational. It's just another instance of my mind making something SEEM completely rational when in fact, it is the opposite.
My 1st prenatal appt is next Tuesday. By my calculations I'm about 7 weeks now. So my question is, when did you stop testing? I keep telling myself once I have my first appt then I'll stop for sure, but when I really boil it down, does it matter? I'm having no unusual symptoms, very mild cramping very occasionally, no spotting...basically no signs of trouble. So why do I feel the intense need to keep POAS?
Anyone else? Words of encouragement? Positive thoughts? Maybe it's the fact that the appt is getting closer, I just want it to be NOW so I can have peace of mind.