Hello ladies, I am not sure what to do with myself. I miscarried June 1st at 7 weeks pregnant. I feel so defeated and after trying for 8 months am wondering if I have the strength to start all over. I wanted this so badly and I'm sure my story is similar to many other's out there. What do I do now? If I start trying straight away I'm so afraid of being constantly disappointed again. Do I use opk's? Or let things unfold on their own?Do I wait until I feel better prepared to deal with the let down of trying each month only to get a BFN? I don't feel like I can really talk about this to anyone. Only a handful of people even know I was pregnant and the ones who do know seem like they are uncomfortable talking about it. I guess they don't know what to say. If you are still reading, thank you for letting me blab a little. I have debated posting for days only to sit down in front of the computer, write a few lines and then delete it. I feel like my mind is so scattered. I'm just looking for someone who has been through this to tell me that it gets easier.