Hi Nats!!
Hmmmm. That's a tough one.
I am ttc, because I do have some hope. If I didn't I wouldn't be here.
But, at the risk of having rotten tomatoes thrown at me, I will say that I think that there is a balance between being hopeful and being realistic. I think that those that haven't been ttc very long are more hopeful, and those that are ltttc are considerably less hopeful simply because their reality isn't sex=baby.
At first, I was hopeful. Now, I'm thinking that it just might not happen. I am doing IUI. With my husband's count, my success rate is 8-10% per cycle. I will probably do 3-4 cycles, so my chances really aren't that good. I saw today a post that stated with his count, natural conception is 1% for me. So, the reality is not that great, and I need to accept it, because for me, the more hopeful I am, the harder I fall. I can't handle being crushed every month. So, if I am realistic and remember that my chances are very, very, small, it doesn't hurt quite so much. The same with fertility treatments; the more I invest into a cycle, the more the bfn hurts. Instead of a slow steady ache with natural methods, failed fertility treatments are more of a stab and free fall.
I shared this link in the ltttc thread. It mentions hope can sometimes be denial. I would agree. Especially when it comes to false hope and blind optimism.https://theinfertilitytherapist.blogspot.com/2010/09/negatives-of-positive-thinking-denial.html
I have a friend that has had 6 donor egg transfers, 4 failures, 1 miscarriage, and 1 live birth, (she had a son with her own egg, previous to her donor egg). Even with all of her hurdles, she still has hope that perhaps another cycle will give her another baby. I admire her. She says that it's easier to have hope and be positive, than to not. And while there might be some truth to that, I think that she needs hope to get her through the day, because in the end, she has a severly disabled child and absolutely cannot use any of her eggs to have another biological child, due to a genetic issue. I would never say that to her, of course. She is a dear friend. Her attitude works for her. She seems happy and is a good mother.
So, I don't know. I guess whatever works for the person. We all need different things.