Why do i feel so crappy? :(

[sonialouise82]

Im on clomid and on day 27 of first cycle. I have sore boobs twinges, hot flashes, tiredness but also sleeplessness, keep feeling a bit sick, im so irritable and everything seems to upset me but i have tested for pregnancy and got a BFN.

Im so angry, confused, frustrated etc etc and i dont know what to do with myself half the time. I keep thinking im pregnant but then feel like it will never happen.

I have been TTC for 4 years and i have definitely ovulated this cycle plus my temps are still up.

Sorry for sounding pathetic.
xx

 

[Greta]

Hi there, sorry you feel like that. This ttc is very, very stressful. I hope you get your BFP very soon. x

 

[ClaireLR]

Hun all the things you are describing is me to a T! I'm a real grouch at the moment, not sleeping, one minute I'm sweating (very attractive!!!) next I'm freezing, I'm crying at the smallest thing or sometimes for no reason at all, feel totally depressed and I'm being a proper bitch to OH (I know it myself), plus my boobs KILL, all day every day. I think it has to be the tablets causing it, I'm definitely not preg (only on day 19), thing is I dont remember feeling like this last month, maybe it takes a while for them to get into your system.

Your not pathetic, this is an emotionally draining process, don't be so tough on yourself! Tonight I've had a lovely bath and OH has just painted my toe nails, I feel loads better now, go and have a little pamper and show yourself some kindness

 

[sonialouise82]

Hi Claire.

I have had a bath but everything is irritating me. Can just be a hair on my hair dangling in front of my eye and i get angry and hot and sweaty. Im being so horrible with my OH and im scared ill push him away.

He is being so supportive and understands but there is only so much a guy can take. Plus i feel like im letting him down too.

xx

 

[future_numan]

I am starting injectibles with the clomid ( this is my second month with clomid but the DR is hoping for more eggs this month so we add the injectibles on top of the clomid) I have also found that I am getting very short with people. I do also cry ALOT at almost nothing, but the "hot flashes" are the worst. So I totally understand...maybe you need to just take a step back and think about why it is your doing this..yes the emotions of everything we are going through just to get pregnant when it comes so easy to others can be overwhelming. But our partners are also going through a great deal of emothions themselves..we are doing this in the hopes of someday holding a beautiful baby created with the person we love..

 

[sonialouise82]

OMG future_numan im balling now. That was a lovely thing to read. It does seem so hard when you see how easy it is to others and all of my close school friends are pregnant, already have them and even one had her baby today. I cant wait to hold our baby and to love and nurture it. It will be such a miracle.

Just feels at the mo that its never going to happen. Im trying tho.

xx