Will this be the best or the worst Xmas ever?

[Bexy]

is due on Xmas Day/ Boxing Day so I will either a) have a fab Xmas if it doesn't arrive OR (much more likely, I pessimistically think!) the worst Xmas EVER...

i've got loads of family round my house (inc SIL with 7 month baby) for Xmas lunch so mega stressful anyway but if arrives i will be a horror to spend the day with

is anyone else due on Xmas Day? any coping ideas?

i'm fed up fed up fed up with this whole ttc thing...don't feel at all xmassy whereas usually i'm so excited....

big harrumph and bah humbug! sorry for such a downer post ladies!!!