Truman
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I went back to work today, thought I was ok. (* update* 12 week scan Friday just gone no hb they said baby died 9wks - started bleeding Sat, still devastated and if I'm honest still can't believe it).
Anyway my Manager met me on the steps gave me a big hug, and asked me if I was ok and if I should be back then she asked me if it was planned..... (just because I hadn't told anyone doesn't mean we hadn't been trying), then she said "I would give anything for another baby" considering she is nearly 50 I guess time is not on her side but she made me feel terrible, I sat at my desk and couldn't think straight.
I'm work in Insolvency not the easiest job so when my boss came up with a cup of tea and said are you still ok for Thursday, I couldn't speak, (I'm supposed to be going to see another Company in trouble, probably make the workforce redundant and close the Company down), I know it's what i get paid to do, but it makes me sad at the best of times, I can't believe they haven't found someone to cover for me for this week at least.
I know that I need to get back on track but it's too soon for this, I am scared I will fall apart in front of everyone.
Sorry to waffle just had to tell someone.
Anyway my Manager met me on the steps gave me a big hug, and asked me if I was ok and if I should be back then she asked me if it was planned..... (just because I hadn't told anyone doesn't mean we hadn't been trying), then she said "I would give anything for another baby" considering she is nearly 50 I guess time is not on her side but she made me feel terrible, I sat at my desk and couldn't think straight.
I'm work in Insolvency not the easiest job so when my boss came up with a cup of tea and said are you still ok for Thursday, I couldn't speak, (I'm supposed to be going to see another Company in trouble, probably make the workforce redundant and close the Company down), I know it's what i get paid to do, but it makes me sad at the best of times, I can't believe they haven't found someone to cover for me for this week at least.
I know that I need to get back on track but it's too soon for this, I am scared I will fall apart in front of everyone.
Sorry to waffle just had to tell someone.