WTMC yet again - update p2 natural MC in the end x

[dan-o]

Ok so this is my first MC since my last sucess, but I'm currently waiting to MC for the 10th time (no little flicker on the scan today for me )

I wasn't specifically TTC this time, just not preventing. Still gutted though, life is harsh at times!

Hoping to MC naturally this time xx

 

[Mummy2Corban]

Dano I'm so so sorry. Be thinking of you. Sending hugs xxx

 

[dan-o]

Aww thanks Hun. xXX

 

[Mumof12]

Oh no Dan-o I'm so sorry,are they sure deffo not anything to do with dates being off etc? Take care hunni xxx

 

[dan-o]

Just got my HCG from today and it's only 3,000 so pretty much excludes another molar. Phew!
I got 3+ on digi a week ago, so I'd say it's actually started falling.

Mum, no my dates are 100% sadly.

Next time x

 

[Mumof12]

I know what it's like hun as ice had a few along the way and some of those were unplanned but it dosent make it any less upsetting and it still hurts but as I used to think to myself (at least I know I'm very capable of having a healthy pregnancy) and as my doc put it to me (it means your body works correctly as it knows there is a problem so therefore stops it before it starts),that really helped me to get through it ,hopefully u will be back very soon xxxx

 

[cleckner04]

My loss in July was an unplanned baby as well. Definitely doesn't make it hurt any less. Be kind to yourself.

 

[dan-o]

Thank you ladies

Mum, yes I'd much rather now than later, and I have gone later with chromosome abnormalities. I'm sure this little one wasn't right, I had a funny gut feeling about it.

I have my 3 rainbows to keep me busy and save me dwelling on my own emotions. I feel so lucky to have them!

 

[Mummy2Corban]

Hugs! At least there's no molar.... Gotta look for a positive. Got all crossed for when you try agian xx

 

[xxmyheartxx]

Oh hun, I'm so so sorry hopefully you don't need any intervention, life sucks xxx

 

[robo123]

I'm so sorry,xx

 

[Mummy2Corban]

Dano how are you? Xx

 

[dan-o]

Hey Hun Still waiting, bit of red spotting now and again. Getting impatient!

I phoned Charing Cross and apparently lower hcg doesn't exclude pmp. It's actually typical of it and it often just looks like a MMC in a scan. She said my chance of recurrent pmp is only 1/100 though.
Anyway. Scan in a week and I will insist on an ERPC if nothing by then, just to be safe.

Aside from the neurotic pmp worry in the back of my mind, I'm fine, just grumpy. Symptoms pretty much gone, back to running and had a few drinks on the weekend

 

[Mummy2Corban]

I'm glad you've another scan sorted but hopefully it's a Mmc and nothing else. Bloody molars! Can never shake that thought! Got all crossed something happens soon for you xxx

 

[dan-o]

Thanks Hun, yep always chipping away in the background isn't it lol.

Hope you are doing ok and not feeling so poorly now. Is it nearly time for your 20w scan? Excited for you!! Team yellow?

 

[Mummy2Corban]

Be thinking of you. Make sure you keep us updated. Just under 2 weeks till my scan.... Always team yellow! Xxx

 

[dan-o]

I don't know how you do it, I'm looking from 16w to see what I've got coming

Think things are finally happening, soaking pads through since the early hours and cramps.
No tissue type stuff yet, but i think just a matter of time. Thank goodness! Be a relief to get back to normal asap!

 

[dan-o]

Feel like it's all over now, cramps and heavy bleeding continued all yesterday and then this morning much worse more like mini contractions. Passed the baby, so tiny, poor little thing, and lots of placenta type tissue stuff, then the pain stopped. Still bleeding really heavy but no pain or bits of tissue any more and I've done a pregnancy test which is only faintly positive. Looking forward to feeling like myself again!

Got my 8w scan tomorrow which will be a waste of time, but at least they can check all is clear, although I'm certain it will be!

At peace about it all, wasn't my turn just yet xxx

 

[xxmyheartxx]

 

[dan-o]

My heart, how are you now Hun? Xx