So my implant is booked to come out on 30th aprill. Im still in 2 minds at delaying it for 6 months or so.
The reason - i dont want to get fat!
When i was preg with oscar i started a size 20 finished a 22/24. 17st 4lbs. I hit the gym/dieted since jan 2012. Its been a bit of a rollercoaster ride but 3 years later im 12 stone.
Ive worked hard for this, i dont wanna get 1st tri fatique and just lose the gym bug and stop going. I dont want to eat for 2 and put loads on.
I also worry ill go the other way and stop eating as the scales go up.
Now im the 1st to admit ive most probably got some sort of body disorder. Im fairly obsessive about my weight, i just dont wanna be 17stone again.
Anybody else at all worried. Or am i just the selfish cow i feel??
The reason - i dont want to get fat!
When i was preg with oscar i started a size 20 finished a 22/24. 17st 4lbs. I hit the gym/dieted since jan 2012. Its been a bit of a rollercoaster ride but 3 years later im 12 stone.
Ive worked hard for this, i dont wanna get 1st tri fatique and just lose the gym bug and stop going. I dont want to eat for 2 and put loads on.
I also worry ill go the other way and stop eating as the scales go up.
Now im the 1st to admit ive most probably got some sort of body disorder. Im fairly obsessive about my weight, i just dont wanna be 17stone again.
Anybody else at all worried. Or am i just the selfish cow i feel??