It was fine. Im not disappointed in HIM. Im disappointed with what i DONT have (yet!)
i was concerned that my feelings would seep into my feelings for him, but they never did. If they do, then its not GD you should be worried about.
I like to think of GD as a christmas list: you get all but one present on your list on christmas morning. the presents are fantastic, you love them, youll look after them and boast to your friends. But the one you didnt get was the most important one, right at the top - the day will still be amazing, but there is something missing. You LOVE the things you do have, but you miss those you dont.
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