I know exactly how you feel sunrise1989. Unfortunately my marriage broke down because of it and now I am a single mum and loving it! Me and my kids are thriving now.
My days used to consist of getting up through the night with my youngest, getting them all up and ready for school, getting myself ready for work, going to work full time, coming home and doing dinner and dealing with the kids. Apart from the time when I was at work and he had no choice but to look after the kids, he practically did nothing.
TBH I came to think of him as not my husband and the kids' father, but as a babysitter!
I hope your life gets a little better - I'm here if you need a chat!
