hey hun try not to stress about him, i had my 1st when i was 16 and was in the same position as u right now, the babys dad was an arse but i still loved him so much and it hurt knowing he was with someone else all through my pregnany i tried and tried with him and got knowhere so when the baby was born i changed i thought to myself its his loss because all my baby needed was me, my son is now nearly 7 and im nearly 25 and he never met his dad and now he never will coz he's passed away but without it sounding cruel it was his choice not to stick by his child and my son has never gone without anything, iv now met a great man who for the last 2 years has took on my son like his own and my son even calls him daddy he adores him, were now expecting a little girl and having her by c-section in 14 days. u might think and feel things are bad now but it will all work out for you in the end just concerntrate on your baby and staying well u will be a great mum as many of us teen mums are x if u want to chat PM me anytime u like im always online these days x