Yup I'm just done ....

[Dream.dream]

I normally am good at just venting my frustration about things either here or in my journal, then letting it go and moving on.

However...... Lately I have been having way to many things at once and its so frustrating , I can't let them go an its weighing me down

Baby's dad is refusing to pay child support and treats me like something stuck to the bottom of his shoe. He ditches my son and then gets mad when I say something about it

My boyfriend is driving me crazy , he's being moody to the point I don't want to see him or be around him

My sons going through a faze where he doesn't do anything with out pushing his luck . And karly he's been saying he wants to go to his grandmas cause I'm mean when I tell him no . I know it shouldn't but it hurts still

I'm just ready to be done . I am so emotionally drained I can't deal with any more . I really need to start taking some me time again

 

[AbbynChloe]

yes you do - you are you first and foremost and need to look after you! do you live with your boyf? are you able to talk to him?

I know it hurts when kids act up - they don't realised they are being mean, and moreso they don't mean it!!

hope you ok xxxxxx

 

[Dream.dream]

i do live with my boyfriend but honestly Im so close to kicking him out.

with everything going on he is not being supportive of me in it, he just gets mad and tells me to deal with it, in the last 2 months hes changed drastically.like today is new years and im not feeling well and hes leaving me here by my self so he can go out to a party. becasue apparently thats what new years is about.

my sons dad im trying for my sons sake to at least e able to communicate with him but he treats me like crap .

im just so done, I need some big changes i think . My sons the only thing holding me together right now

 

[Shezza84uk]

Hugs hun, would it be possible to get a baby sitter so you can have a break? Your son is just testing boundaries stick to your guns it will pass..

As for you fob can you take him to court? And you need to speak to your bf maybe he is not ready for the responsibility of a step parent he should be your back bone and support you!

It wi all improve soon hang in there x

 

[Dream.dream]

My boyfriend been in my sons life for 2 years so I he's not ready for the responisbility now then that a deal breaker . He really should be my support but he hasn't be latly . I got to spend tonight alone since 7 when my son fell asleep and he isn't even call me at midnight . So I got to sit here alone and crying

I've taken my sons dad to court its registered with maintenance but he keeps crying the blues to them and the give him chance after chance .

I had a really shitty New Years , I'm so frustrated , I'm going to send my sons to my moms tomorrow because honestly I don't want him to see me this upset .

 

[Shezza84uk]

Aww it will improve just hang in there! Give things time and if your bf isn't stepping up talk to him and see what's his aim in your relationship x