Hi sweetie ... First of all I wanna send you a ((Big Hug!))
I know today must be a tough one for ya, in fact, it's THE day we all dread... So, we are here for you...anytime... Xoxo
I also wanna say, my best friend is pregnant, she was just a few weeks behind me & when my Emma was first taken from me, we hid from each other... I didn't wanna see her bump & she didnt want me to see her bump.. BUT we finally talked & decided we can't hide from each other forever & I really missed her SO we finally met... I must say, I was scared I was gonna think hateful thoughts or being upset , cuz let me tell ya, I was walking around with a "chip" on my shoulder about pregnant ladies & ladies with newborns, didn't like them at all LOL...But seeing her & being around her as helped me soooo much! I cling to her more than anyone know, I wanna see her, talk to her all the time.. It's so nice cuz we talk about OUR babies all the time .... That was our plan ya know, we had no idea we each was wanting or trying, but when we got came up preg it was perfect! We had it all planned out... Both was gonna have girls & it was gonna be wonderful ... Well God pooped on that one.... : )) ~ She told me yesterday, in tears, that she begs God not to give her a girl, she doesn't want to devastate me, I told her to "knock that off!" ... I pray & pray she is having a girl.... Of course I'd be happy & she most certainly would be happy with either or BUT I just hope God gives her her girl... She also told me yesterday that is it is a girl she wants to give her my middle name.. ♥ I was completely honored & shocked... So, enough of my rambling... LOL.... For me, having a preg GOOD friend was a blessing... I hope it will be for you as well... I'm not gonna sugar coat it... After our first visit, I came home & fell apart... Soooo miserably sad BUT after that & every visit since it gets easier.... Promise....
I notice that our babies was taken about the same time.... It's 3 weeks exactly for me, that my Emma was taken.... Nasty rainy day... BLAH ...
I don't know how many time's I've told the girls on here that I firmly believe our babies are together... Running around, playing & giggling ... I find such comfort in that ....
So, hopefully my Emma is showing lil Harri around & behaving herself, sure she's HAS to have a lil mischievious side to her, I know her momma pretty dang good : )) Hahahaha ...
I still have LOTS of "greedy" moments, we I want her all to myself but I try to think she must have had another purpose than what "I" planned for her.. (Which it sucks, but guess I'm learning... )
Enough of my babbling... LOL.... You will be in my thoughts & prayers today!!!