11dpo---frustrated!

[HopeAlways]

Ugghhh......today is 11dpo and still BFN!! I know, I know...it's still early but with my previous pregnancy (ended in mmc) I already showed a faint positive at 11 dpo. I have extremely sore boobs since 5 dpo, constant headaches and abdominal pressure/twinges. The sore boobs are even worse than my last pregnancy. I just don't know. I feel that maybe my PMS symptoms are just worse since the mc. (which can happen). I better prepare myself for next cycle.

 

[Alolas11]

Hey we are both 11 dpo! My previous pregnancy also showed up first at 10-11 dpo. I haven't tested yet but only cause I haven't got a test yet. I would be disappointed though too if I got a negative now. However, every pregnancy will have a different implantation time. As for symptoms, I hear ya. I find with getting older and previous pregnancies, my body is wacked!

 

[Feisty Fidget]

Don't give up hope lovelies

It isn't over until the shows

 

[HopeAlways]

Alolas11, when is AF due for you? Mine is due sunday. My cycles before the mc were 26-27 days and they seem to have gone back to the same cycle after the mc. When we started TTC in Sept I assumed it could take months so when I got pregnant the first time I was shocked. It ended in mc which tore us apart. Now since the mc I am very inpatient and hoping we would get pregnant again on the first try (which is now). I am just very emotional after everything that has happened. I truely don't know if I can emotionally handle months of TTC. I know women due it for months and years. I don't know how. The anxiety and waiting are just crazy.

 

[BeesBella]

I'm also 11dpo and got a BFN this morning. AF is due for me today but it's now 9pm and no sign so far.....am getting really nervous now ! I am so scared that the witch is gunna show. I have been getting cramps. I am trying not to get my hopes up with it's just so difficult to.

Edit O/T but ...yay my 1000th post !

 

[HopeAlways]

Beesbella, I completely agree. You want to think positive but yet a part of you thinks the worst. It really sux. I wish I could be more inspirational for you but I am very frustrated today too. It's just one of those days. ;-(

 

[Alolas11]

Hopealways, sorry to hear about the mc. I've never been through one but i would be a wreck. It's so hard to wait and be patient. My cycles are not predictable right now. After giving birth, breastfeeding, the pill, the shot, etc, mine vary anywhere from 26-34. I am guessing from anytime now till early next week i should get my period if not preggo. I tried desperately to get an hpt today but big snow storm all day closed all the stores. I was so ticked!I just gotta know!!
Beesbella, best of luck. I hope your cramps didn't lead to anything. Grats on your 1000 post!

 

[HopeAlways]

So today is 12 dpo and I refused to test this morning. I emotionally broke down last night. Today I would have been 18 weeks pregnant if my miscarriage never happened. We would be finding out the sex of the baby and planning. I am reminded again of the pain we went through and are obviously still going through. Getting (-) HPT is just making my emotional state even worse. My DH had to calm me down, I was so upset. So maybe I will test tomorrow or wait until sunday, which is when AF is due. I still have sore boobs, another headache today, increased nausea (around 11am), backache, abdominal twinges/pressure. But like I said before, it could be heightened PMS symptoms since the miscarriage.

We have discussed it and I think we are taking a break from TTC after this month. I just can't continue to monitor ovulation and wonder what is going on every month, after month. Emotionally I guess I am just not ready for that rejection again. We will just let it happen naturally until I am ready to really monitor. Ofcourse I will still think about it all the time but in the end I have no control over what happens. God will bless us when we are ready.

Wishing good luck to everyone this month and beyond!!!

 

[HopeAlways]

I think Af is arriving today. Worse cramps, spotting and extreme moodiness. Good luck to those of you still waiting!!