jenners45
TTC #1
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About a year ago dh and i started ttc, we just started with bding whenever and waiting to see what happened - nothing The last 6 months I've been monitering cm, using opks, tracking using FF etc and we've been trying to time things right, but its just not happening. And more recently dh has struggled to finish a couple of times. I really wanted to keep things as natural as possible and just assumed it would be easy. I'm really disapointed that it hasn't and I feel so stupid that for so I long i tried to prevent pregnancy especially as it ultimatly put my health at risk - I developed a serious blood clot from being on the pill. Anyway i just get so jealous when all my friends are having babies, and they ask when are we going to have one. (like its something everyone can do just like that!), or mother-in-law tells me I shouldn't wait too much longer (i'm 29!), or my collegues make jokes about it, I laugh along but inside its killing me. Sorry to moan, and if you are still here thanks for reading, I just needed to get stuff of my chest.