Wish I could hit the fast forward button. I want my life back! So sick of the pain I just want to go out and have fun but am stuck in this damn house
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Wish I could hit the fast forward button. I want my life back! So sick of the pain I just want to go out and have fun but am stuck in this damn house
Well I had an appointment today and brought up the pain I've been having in my left breast. This time the ob had a feel and said it felt pretty normal to her but she did say she felt some thickening. She said I probably just have fibrocystic breasts. She is sending me for a breast ultrasound, which will be followed up by a mammogram if they feel one is necessary. She said you can't be too sure when it comes to a chance of cancer.
Not going to lie, as someone with anxiety...I'm definitely shitting myself about the thought. My appt for the breast ultrasound isn't until July 2nd...
Wish I could hit the fast forward button. I want my life back! So sick of the pain I just want to go out and have fun but am stuck in this damn house
They gave me a one week window for my GD test which begins on the 2nd. I don't need to make an appointment for it. I am off the 2nd and 3rd so I'll do it one of those days. Not too excited haha.
Officially at the <100 days mark. Crazy. But still so far away! I'm getting stressed at work - there's still so much to do!!!
I've got to have the diabetes test because my mum has diabetes, I think its the long one, I'm 24 weeks now, did u book yours with hosp? I'm abit confused as my midwife told me to book it for 27 weeks so she can chase the results up when she sees me at 28 weeks, but I can't remember how she told me to book it.. I think I better ring her! xx
And yep, I'm getting pretty bored of this pregnancy. I really can't complain though as I haven't had any issues so far, and it's been pretty easy, but it's just so boring... I even have a hard time getting excited about it all as I just don't see what's so fantastic about being pregnant... I mean I understand the "it's amazing what our bodies can do, we're creating a life" thing, but it's like my body is on loan and doesn't belong to me anymore... Anyone else feeling like this? Or am I just super weird?
For any of you that have to do the 12 hour fast and 2 hour glucose test- I highly recommend bringing yourself a sandwich or snack to eat immediately after.
After fasting for so long then being loaded with sugar I felt a terrible sugar crash and got dizzy, nauseated, and shaky, and I don't even have GD. Having a snack will make you much safer to drive home afterwards.
YES! ME!
I feel like my body isnt mine at all. I wouldnt do anything to harm babe but im tired of having to question everything i do. My back is in agony.. And anything that people (chiro, physio, massage) want to do they cant because im pregnant.. Tylenol doesnt touch the pain.. I just want some damn advil![]()
And its worse when I complain and dh says 'you asked for this' like yes yes you are right, i want a child therefore i wanted to get pregnant.. But i didnt ask for this severe back pain that nobody can seem to help me with!
And regardless of being in pain or not.. I get its a miracle, but it doesnt make pregnancy glamorous.
YES! ME!
I feel like my body isnt mine at all. I wouldnt do anything to harm babe but im tired of having to question everything i do. My back is in agony.. And anything that people (chiro, physio, massage) want to do they cant because im pregnant.. Tylenol doesnt touch the pain.. I just want some damn advil![]()
And its worse when I complain and dh says 'you asked for this' like yes yes you are right, i want a child therefore i wanted to get pregnant.. But i didnt ask for this severe back pain that nobody can seem to help me with!
And regardless of being in pain or not.. I get its a miracle, but it doesnt make pregnancy glamorous.
Thanks Mississippi, it makes me feel a lot better to know I'm not the only one to not feel fantastic about it! Sometimes I feel really bad about feeling this way, because I've heard so many moms say how much they loved being pregnant, how amazing it was, etc, and I'm like "yeah.... Nope...". But again, it's not that bad, it's just not that beautiful experience I thought it would be! And like you said, it will be good to be able to do things without questionning whether it's good or bad for baby!
That being said, I had a pretty cool moment last night, I was lying in bed and felt baby kick, and looked at my belly and could definitely SEE it from the outside!! So weird!! I'm pretty sure I could have seen it for a while now but because it's winter here, I'm usually all tucked in under the blankets and don't uncover myself to check my belly! But I did last night, and it was pretty cool!