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lilosmum
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23 weeks and 5 days are words ringing in my ears I keep thinking that if only I had been 2 days further along it wouldn't have happened but i know it makes no difference and they said there was nothing they could have done but it doesn't stop me thinking about the whats and the why and the ifs. Less than 20 hours ago I could feel my little girl inside me kicking and now I know I will never feel it again.
About 11ish i felt a sharp pain i went straight to A&E and at 11:46PM my world shattered. They say that unless I would have been at the hospital the minute it happened she would have still died and even then they wouldn't have been able to do anything because I was not 24 weeks.
They did an emergency ultrasound after finding no heart beat and me still be in a great deal of pain I had an emergency. That is when they discovered that I had suffered a Class 3 Placental abruption. They confirmed That Lola-Marie was no longer with us and said that they needed to operate as I was bleeding out at 12:08 this morning my beautiful little girl was born sleeping.
I know I should still be groggy from the anesthetic but I'm not all I can think about is her and how I want to hold her and have next to me.
I sent OH home to see DD. and now i just feel so alone.
About 11ish i felt a sharp pain i went straight to A&E and at 11:46PM my world shattered. They say that unless I would have been at the hospital the minute it happened she would have still died and even then they wouldn't have been able to do anything because I was not 24 weeks.
They did an emergency ultrasound after finding no heart beat and me still be in a great deal of pain I had an emergency. That is when they discovered that I had suffered a Class 3 Placental abruption. They confirmed That Lola-Marie was no longer with us and said that they needed to operate as I was bleeding out at 12:08 this morning my beautiful little girl was born sleeping.
I know I should still be groggy from the anesthetic but I'm not all I can think about is her and how I want to hold her and have next to me.
I sent OH home to see DD. and now i just feel so alone.