27 TTC #1 looking for a buddy

[lol2811]

Hiya

Having a lovely time away with dh although still can't stop thinking about babies and ttc. Struggling to stay positive, the closer I get to af due date the harder it seems to be.

 

[Ladyzara]

I always get down when af is due!! Stay positive it will happen! Glad ur having fun I could do with going away but just bought a house so no holidays for me for years!!!!

Oh no shame my links not working :: hope ur having a nice weekend x

 

[DrGomps]

congrats ladyzara on the house!!! I just read your LTTC journal...hug. Hopefully this journey of ttc will end soon and you will start the journey of motherhood!!

How was your vacation charlotte? How are you feeling? 8DPO, you can test soon!! yay!! Fx'ed for you.

MS has started for me. Puked last night and almost again this morning...feel better now..but just ate some very greasy food (from a halal cart). Think constant food helps.

 

[lol2811]

Holiday was lovely but not feeling very positive. Haven't really had any symptoms just feel exactly the same as I have every other cycle nothing different so I'm guessing it will be the same outcome.

 

[DrGomps]

well its still early...really hope its your cycle charlotte.

Feeling absolutely exhausted and the worlds worst headahce...the boss is not in today..may leave early.

 

[lol2811]

I hope so but not feeling very confident.

Hope you're feeling a little better today Andrea.

 

[DrGomps]

I had my scan today and it was a little disappointing. I am not quite six weeks, but my doctors office was going by LMP which was jan 18th so that makes me 7 weeks on the dot...but since I was tracking ovulation I am 5 weeks 6 days. So it was too early to see the heartbeat and I am going in again next week. Little disappointing and alittle stressing, but I have looked at lots of websites and my bean looks about in between 5 and 6 which is about right and where it should be. here is a website that has some nice sonograms at different ages: https://www.baby2see.com/development/ultrasound_sonogram/first_trimester_scans.html#week4

you can compare those with mine and tell me what you think.

will feel much better after next week and I can see the heartbeat and know its viable. Trying to be positive and optimistic. And feel lucky that I get to see my baby grow over a week.

 

[Ladyzara]

Andrea scan pics are great don't stress too much it will be fine but I understand it would have been great to hear the heart beat but not long! Hope ur feeling better and less stressed it will be ok! Thanx for looking at my journal I hope it happens soon too x

Glad u had a good weekend away lol2811 don't get too down like Andrea said it's still early

I got a high today so I'm near ov!

Night all

 

[DrGomps]

I am so stressed now...what if my little bean has stopped developing??

 

[lol2811]

I can understand your worry Andrea as I am sure I would be the same but it will be a sticky bean and next time you go to the doctors you are going to have that magical moment when you hear your bubs heartbeat!!!

Hopefully your peak will come soon so get BD'ing!!!!

My temp seems all over the place, dropped today so not sure if it is going to continue that way or not. I am thinking if I dont get my positive this cycle I might go and visit the doctor for a chat as I am getting so down and stressed about everything I dont know what to do.

 

[DrGomps]

Charlotte, it didn't drop below the coverline...I wouldn't worry. could be an implantation dip??

Ladyzara....fx'ed you o soon and catch that eggy!! You deserve a !!

So I feel alittle better about my scan after finding this:

 

[DrGomps]

so I have a gestational sac, yolk sac and fetal pole. Hopefully soon a heartbeat!!

 

[lol2811]

Not too much longer to wait and then you can hear the little beating!!!

Yeah I know it isnt the end of the world as it hasnt dropped below the coverline, already had a few days with a dip which went back up yesterday and then dropped again today. It makes it a little more annoying as I could be anywhere from 8-10 days past ov. I just feel exactly the same as every other cycle though, and I know some women dont have any symptoms but surely there would be something different?!

I was naught and did an IC this morning, BFN as predicted though.

 

[DrGomps]

Charlotte, I started testing at 6 DPO. LOL. If you look at my internet cheapies I didn't get a real nice positive on an IC until 14 DPO. So don't worry, its too early to get a result on an ic...do you have any frer??

 

[lol2811]

I do but I dont want to waste them, especially as I am not overly confident and could technically only be 8dpo. I did tell myself I wouldnt test until the weekend but curiosity got the better of me.

I suppose I just cant believe that seeing as I feel the same as every other month I dont quite see how the outcome could be any different. Staying positive is the one thing I really struggle with. I just pray everyday that I might get sore BB or anything like that as I never get that with AF so would be a good sign.

 

[DrGomps]

Charlotte, its unusual to have symptoms so early anyways...so don't count yourself out!!!

 

[lol2811]

Thanks for helping to keep me positive. I think part of it is I probably set myself up for a bfn because then if it is that it won't hurt quite as much.

 

[DrGomps]

I know what thats like...not wanting to get your hopes up....hopefully it comes for you soon!!! Fx'ed!!!

 

[lol2811]

I certainly hope so, not sure I'm strong enough to keep going like this for months.

 

[DrGomps]

Are you going to talk to the Dr if this cycle is unsuccessful? How are you feeling today?