3dp3dt...Going Crazy!!

[jkhkjnjhb8879]

I had spotting and bleeds like af
Was red pink and brown I has clots too
Was aweful. Xx

 

[Sophie2000]

Thanks jkh, just spotting at the moment but it always starts like this so it will be a miracle if it's going to work. X

 

[Minno]

Sophie I had spotting the other day too and that's how my af starts. But it went away again. It could be af for it could be implantation. At least you will now soon. Keeping everything crossed for you xx

Deepsea yes I am using progesterone pessaries - horrible devil deigs! X

 

[Minno]

Drugs even lol

 

[Sophie2000]

I know wish I would have done a test now at least I would be out of this limbo x

 

[Minno]

Same thing happened to me
Last time. Was spotting, hadn't tested, and had to go for beta - which came back positive! Then I tested and two lovely lines!!
We're scaredy cats! Xx

 

[ababy4us]

Hi ladies. I am putting off going in for beta. I just don't want to deal with it even though I know the answer. I have still been testing and its BFN. Life is such a mess right now.

 

[Minno]

Hi Ababy4us. So sorry to hear it's still Bfn. I am spotting still and it's getting bit more red. Certain I'm out as well. Are you still taking the meds? I hate this - just want to stop and get it over with.

 

[Sophie2000]

Hi Guys,
Well it's official I'm defo out.
I'm determined not to let this get me down, no point in looking back.
Unfortunately to continue its now going to cost a fortune but will have to bite the bullet.
Who knows it may even happen naturally this month stranger things have happened.
Big hugs ababyforus I totally feel your pain I'm emotionally drained.
Good luck Minno and deepsea keep us updated x x

 

[Minno]

So so sorry Sophie. This sucks! Has af arrived? How are you coping? I feel I am
Out too. It's crap eh xx

 

[ababy4us]

No news yet from my beta which is annoying because I need to know what my options are. I didn't take meds this morning. I was a good girl last night but today I just didn't see the point. I'm on progesterone suppositories and I've always gotten AF while on them but this time I'm also on estrogen so I think with the two its holding AF back.

 

[Sophie2000]

Well it's not here in full flow but I can tell its on its way. It's sure is crap! X

 

[ababy4us]

This really sucks doesn't it ladies? I feel so sorry for all of us

 

[Minno]

Me too 😞 this journey is so hard. I have four frosties but I've had enough and it's now or never. Ababy I also think the combined meds are holding af at bay. Sick of taking them and will stop as soon as I test on Friday/Saturday and it's negative. Don't get a beta this time. Just need to move on and hate being in limbo!
Shit shit shit

 

[Sophie2000]

I know it sounds weird but I kind of feel a bit of relieve now that I actually know, the stress of these past two days has been immense? X

 

[Minno]

Ps where are you both in terms of days post transfer?

 

[ababy4us]

Sophie I totally get that!! Even though I know the answer it will so nice to move on... and not have that little glimmer of hope left.

I am 11dp3dt today.

 

[Sophie2000]

Mine were transferred may 16th so that's.... 12 days post ??.

 

[Minno]

Yep that's how I feel too. I'm going to book a holiday to cheer us up!
I am 8days post a five day transfer so I guess I could test tomoro or Friday. Clinic say next week. No chance. I'm not waiting a minute longer than the weekend.

 

[Sophie2000]

I don't blame you Minno, I wish I had tested days ago then it would have caused me a lot less stress. X