Hey everyone, haven't posted in a while...I've been sick with some nasty cough and actually missed 4 days of work this week.
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Not a lot going on...on CD 11 and I probably won't O for another week or so.
Anyway, I made a decision. I'm not going to stop TTC!!! I'm going to be 100% dedicated now!! But, I'm also going to go 100% with weight loss and getting in shape!
Part of me used to always be afraid to lose weight, and then "ruin all that hard work" mostly because I felt like that happened with my first pregnancy. Anyway, last time I was pregnant (when I miscarried) I was actually doing my practicum at the weight loss clinic working for a dietitian, and she told me that my menu plan wouldn't be any different for pregnancy than it was for losing weight in her office. My obgyn also approved me losing a bit of weight during pregnancy if that is what happened naturally through healthy eating, and I've received the green light to workout during my pregnancies as well...so...coming to terms with the fact that I'm not going to just stop what I'm doing to get fit if I'm blessed enough to get a BFP has been a tremendous motivator for me.
My BMI is 41.0 right now, and so I've got a lot of weight to lose, but I think I'm so totally ready for this! Excited!