sorry to just drop in with a random post, but i need to post publicly to remind myself how silly i can be sometimes.
So, right after my last af, i started feeling "pregnant." which i'm not sure what that means exactly, other than i've had random bouts of nausea, yawning a lot, creamy cm, cramping, my boobs are "huge-er" and a bit sore, and all of that. But, i'm actually sick with a really bad cold, and have been for a few weeks, so of course i'm going to feel yucky.
I finally couldn't take it anymore and bought a $ tree because (1) i'm broke and (2) i know the difference between an evap and a bfp on them, because i've taken literally hundreds!
I've been staring at this test thinking, "that's a line, but it can't be the antibody strip or an evap, because it's pink!" in reality, no one apart from another poasa could probably see the line. Of course, by now i'd be six weeks, so my line should be really dark, but i didn't get a positive with my mmc until almost 8 weeks. (which is why i'm so paranoid about testing early - i want nice, dark lines, early, like i had with my son!!!)
anyway, i know i'm not pg, but i'm still testing! I just feel silly.
That is all.